All you wanted to do that day was talk to me.
All you wanted to do was see me again.

I told you that I wasn't allowed
to take the car to see you that day.

So you took your parents car,
in the middle of the night,
all for a plan to watch the stars with me.

A plan that I never agreed upon
And yet you still went through with it.

And you ended up in a ditch
Because you swerved to avoid a deer.

And you had to call your dad,
and tell him that you were an idiot,
and that you ****** up,
and that his car is now in a ditch.

And then you were grounded for a whole month.

moist deep exploration
finding what
makes you smile, or understand.
near my ears the
same tongue
talks ******,
feeling around
my mind touching
my imaginations
sweet spots

"I notmally like darker hair on girls,
But with you it's different," he says.

I've noticed.
I've seen the way you look at it,
When I'm playing with my hair,
As I'm twirling it around my fingers.

The look that you give.
It is the look of a dog,
When he's staring right at you
While you are eating something.

The look of wanting. Desire. Temptation.
And you want to play with it.
You desire my golden locks.
As if the colour had anything to do with your temptations.

Your scent has become chlorine to me.
Every whiff,
Every inhale,
Burns through my nostrils
And into my lungs.

And yet I still cant get enough.

You're the reason my heart beats fast.
My one and only, unto last.

The sound of your voice, the taste of your lips.
I crave the touch of your hands, to give you a kiss.

I wish our hands forever intertwined.
Let me stare at your face so benign.

May I hold you close, oh so tight.
Please let me be your shining knight.

Lay with me, let me keep you warm.
They liad when the said: every rose has its thorn.

You know they say: there's no such thing as perfection.
We prove them wrong, with our perfect connection.

My thoughts and dreams won't cease to drift to you.
My emotions and feelings, they're so very true.

I've come to realize I'm lost in you.
Without you here, I don't know what I'd do.

~~~

if you are my friend
we're joined at the hip
you don't have to worry
about how i may slip.

if you are my friend
i am tried and true
you don't have to worry
i will not leave you.

if you are my friend
I'm there forever
come hell or high water
come stormy weather

i know what it's like
to be at rope's end
and find nothing more
than fair weather friends.

to be so down
death looks like pleasure
to drink of a cup
of pain without measure.

SO. I DON'T LEAVE FRIENDS.
as they're all that I have.
they stand up for me
they are life's salve.

if you are my friend
you are not alone
if you are my friend...

... it's down to the BONE.


♥ Catherine

I'm not mad anymore
I wasn't even mad
I was annoyed
I snapped
And I'm sorry

I want your love
I want your everything
I want no one else to have you
I want you to Be Mine

You called me bae
Do you even know the meaning of that word?
It is not a shortened version of Babe
It stands for Before Anything Else

When you called me bae
I took it as being important and love
To you it was a less attached meaning of babe
I was nothing when you told me I was before anything else