I'm going to drown myself in video games
and ignore the information I obtained.
I know you didn't really mean those things, right?
I wish those words would go away, at least at night.

I think what bothers me the most
is that you make me seem like I'm always the bad guy,
when you have also been the cause quite a few times...
But I never said things that weren't untrue to complete strangers especially not about you. Regardless I will ignore this and keep my nose in my games, curiosity kills the cat in the end.

I should've held onto this quote.

You glisten,
so listen to what I have to tell you.
In a crowd of many people so bland, trying to fit in, you,
you're different.
The crowd that mumbles sweet nothings of importance
that I pay no attention to, someone that glimmers and
shimmers in such a fraud world, but you,
you're unique
someone that no one would pay attention to
because of their blind world sculpted by others and
not themselves,
they've missed their opportunity on the most beautiful
discovery because they're too busy trying to fit in.
With a world darkened in such a cruel way, wont you light up
my life forever for I,
I could watch you forever, listen to your problems whenever
because you are my treasure so, just do whatever.
I just want you to stay my unique and shiny
diamond forever.

Please don't ever leave,

we've suffered enough grieve and you're all I will ever need.
Useless numbers mean nothing, they've only caused us to suffer,
let's protect each other and correct each other till the very end
so,
we wont ever have to reach another dead end.