they all called you
a demon
because of the
pain
you caused me,
but the pain
came out of
*love

i want your body.
i want to call you mine.
i want your hand to hold
your eyes to stare into.
i want your arms to hold me all night long
i want you to scare all my nightmares and monsters away.
i want you to love me.
i want your loving heart.
i want you.
you look at me,
you kiss me tenderly.
i feel the warmth of your lips and i fall in love with you all over again.
you whisper in my ear that you want more.
im scared.
can i trust you?
we tangle our limbs
slippery with each others sweat.
sticky love.
i fall asleep
fall unconcious into the night.

trapped within the
notes
of my favorite songs,
your memory lingers -
waiting patiently to be
released,
and to be relived..
if only for a
moment.

Why can't you just stay where you are,
And stop messing up my life,
Don't break down all the walls
I have built to distant me from you.

It's making me hurt,
More than you ignoring me,
It's making me hurt,
Knowing I can't have all of you.

Stop your smiles that melts my heart,
Stop your talks that tingles my brain,
Stop your stares that make me feel weak,
Stop your kindness that makes me want you.

swallow
with water
and turn
into a
slave

the skin that should be on my wrist
is under my fingernails
and the burn that was in my head
is now in my blood

I thought we had a thing,
But it was all a fraud.
That feeling was really something
Now it just feels really odd.
I thought you were the one,
I guess I was a fool.
All this can't be undone.
Being used like a tool,
It was all my mistake.
Falling for you,
Now this pain really aches.
I've tried doing things anew.
I hope you're doing well
Cause I'm rotting in *Hell