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Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
I wore a mask to smile
But in my heart I cry
I designed the mask to hide lies
Hoping it'll fade as time flies
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
You never told me you were leaving, I waited for days, weeks and months.
You promised me something, do you recall?
"Life must go on" they say,
"I dont want to move on, so I'll stay"
Where are you?? I can still feel you,
Can still hear you, Can I see you?
I'm alone taking fries and sundae while writing on my artwork doodle notebook. I put my earphones on my left ear just to stay inspired as music can figured my way of thinking.

There are a lot of people at the moment
Since it was a cold midnight on 14th day of March.  Im at Mcdonald's by the way.

Intendedly, I'm on the thirteenth table
Good for four on the thirteenth chair where my bag is seating right beside me
While on my left is a mirror where I can see the gloomy atmosphere.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
I love you** because you have shown yourself to me.
Would you believe me if I told you that
I love you more now that you have shown me your scars?
I love you.
I love you in a way I have never loved another person my entire life.
It’s that simple.
But you don’t love me.
You never have, and you never will.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
Break my heart,
I want to write about you.
He left
Then I started Writing.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
Yes I love you, but I'm not a fool anymore
Yes I love you, but it Really hurts
Yes I love you, but love, Im giving up.
Letting go isnt hard.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
You are broken. And so am I**
But someone broke you to the point where you decided you couldn’t want me anymore.

And I have tried not to wonder what might have happened if that person hadn’t broken you. Hadn’t broken us. Hadn’t broken me.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
I don’t know how* to *fix
how much I want you.
I don’t know how to fix
how much your rejection is pulling me apart.
I don’t know how to fix
the heartache and the sadness and the pain.
I wish I did. But **I don’t.
Anie Rose Tiu Feb 2019
For every petal that falls,
She loses a piece of her soul.
But she continues to smile,
Even though she'll never be whole.

He'll pick away at her flower,
As she avoids the abyss.
But she'll risk it all,
Just for a kiss.

Her heart is now bare,
No longer protected.
But he leaves her in tears,
Just as she suspected.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
You told me* you’d wait for me.
You told me that I was beautiful and smart and funny and passionate and that you’d wait.
because you’d never found anyone like me before.
You told me I was special. That I was something worth fighting for.
but still you left me.
Anie Rose Tiu Jul 2018
An open letter to his new girl

I hope you always make him smile more than the way I do.
I hope you always take care of him more than the way I used to.
Don't forget to bring him water after his dance practice because he easily gets thirsty.
And also wipe his sweat especially on his back.
Maybe I'm not the girl that gives him luck.
Maybe I'm hurt but I never react.

Please always cheer him up more than the way I do.
Take the best and worst photos and create memories with him happily.
Tell him that you love him so much everyday because I fail to do so.
Always share stories with him that would make him laugh because he has the best smile that I know
And I'm happy that he chose you because I know he is happier when he's with you.
  
Please take care of him with love and support. Give him the best medication that he could ever have.
I don't know anymore how it seem.
I am glad for you and him truly.
And now I can be The girl that really sets him free.
So even if it kills me to let you go, i was left with no choice.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
I made a mistake.
No, I made a series of mistakes.
It was a mistake to love you.
And it was a mistake to think you could ever love me to.
Anie Rose Tiu Mar 2017
As I lay my bed at night, I'm begging my covers to hold me tight.
Already closing my eyes but you're still in my sight.
Hugging my pillow while looking at the window.
Touching my own skin, I hope it was you I'm feeling.
I'll just do it over and over again pretending you are here.

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