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ExulSolus Jan 2016
The screech of war,
The shrieks of the departed,
The voices of the people,
That have changed this world,
That echo through the centuries.

They shall not grow old,
As we grow old.
Age shall not wear them,
Nor years condemn,
After the setting of the sun,
And in the morning,
We will remember them, we will remember them.
ZF rulez!!!!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Extra characters: Friend 1  Friend 2 )
A chat about who you like?
That's something I don't wanna hear!
But secretly I'm glued to your every word,
It's just so frustrating!

"What's wrong?"   "Nothing"

I know the reason why I'm this uneasy,
And it just doesn't stop bothering me...

Please forgive the fact that I've fallen for you,
But as for the courage to tell you,
I just don't have it,
Since the only thing's true,
Are these feelings...

Sorry but... 'Thud'

I can't cheer for you! Hope it doesn't go well!
The worst thing, you could wish for someone else,
Like this I'm cheering so badly,
With this terrible personality...

"This is bad, we gotta get you to the nurse's office!"
"Sniffle, Sniffle"
"Man your nose is bleeding!? Are you ok!?"
"You're crying... it was a nice play!"
"That's not... I just said, I'm not cr... 'sob' "
"Come on, don't cry just cause you made a face-block!"
"I'm not crying at all... STOP THAT!"
I shout while they carry me in a weird way.

"Good morning! You got some bed hair you know?"
T'was the first thing I was able to say,
Hiding your flustered face you said, "It's a secret!"

Gah, saying it like that is unfair!
My everyday seemed to be floating in air!
The two stars form a supernova,
The world is so lively!

I'm a **** who hopes that the person you like,
Already loves someone else.
"It's hopeless isn't it?" "I know right?"
"I know..." Just talking to myself,
This isn't good, not one bit!

Being jealous, I'm down on my knees,
This intense feeling just won't let me be at ease.
I wanna talk to you...
I'm gonna look for you...

I want to have you for myself!

"I have something I want to tell you,"
"Later after school, at 4:10 pm in this classroom right here."
The beating of my heart just won't stop ringing
Trying to endure a bit like this...

You nodded...

You know, if ever, you would go out with me,
I'd show you that I could,
Make you smile every single day.

A good luck charm said,
Five minutes before the deed.

Here I go...
"would you have me?"
credits to Mochizuki Souta and Yakimochi no Kotae and the people behind it peace!
and for the 16 people who read the unfinished I'm really very sorry
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Extra characters: Friend 1  Friend 2 )
"A chat about who people like?"
It's not something like that!
But actually I'm interested, and want to hear about it,
It  sets my heart fluttering!

The reason is really simple,
I'm plagued by this awkward shyness,
So I'll just be watching from behind.

Though surely I've been kindled with the idea of love,
I actually haven't fallen in love with anyone yet.
Just having fun with my friends, A "bachelorette"(lol)
Who just smiles and dodges the question...

It's totally fine like this! 'Thud'

Falling in love and stuff, when it happens to someone,
Naturally that envious, jealous feeling rises up.
Teach me the charm, that will set love in motion!
I must look like a huge dummy...

"Eh? a soccer ball?"
"Hey what's that? It looks fun!"
"It's just what guys do right?"
We burst out in laughter.

Saying "Good morning, you got some bed hair."
That boy from my class, I'm totally shocked!
It was the first time he talked to me,
And it's just so embarrassing!

With my everyday being a bit boring,
Having milk, the two stars and a supernova,
They were having a dream.

Suppose one day if I started going out with someone,
It'd be nice walking home hand in hand...
"It's a somewhat embarrassing dream..."
"I know..." Just talking to myself,
Someday, surely...

Being jealous, being made to feel that way,
All girls experience stuff like that.
These totally normal kinds of emotions,

I'll surely have them too...

"I have something I want to tell you,"
"Later after school, at 4:10 pm in this classroom right here."
Glancing at me during just our second conversation,
Why won't my heart stop beating like crazy?

I can't look at him!

You know, just supposing, if this was a confession...
I'm all stuck thinking,
About what I should say.

If that kind of thing is said...

Aahh...
"I'm just so nervous!"
Special thanks to Yakimochi no Kotae another story and Honeyworks
Peace!
ExulSolus Jun 2015
Nothing ever seems to go my way,
And I can't help but hate myself for it.
To hide from these ninety million pains and sorrows,
I've gone to find, a place to hide in.

Yes, I'd rather stay inside a cold cave,
And sleep without a care for the day or night.
Why was I even born at the first place?
No clue, I really don't know.

But while it may seem like that to you,
It means you have the talent,
To be someone even greater,
And I'll tell you why...


Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
Sing and Drink! Everyone be merry!
It's alright from time to time.


Yeah that's right,
From north to south, from left to right,
One thing or another loves this world!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.


I just want to be a fair person,
And I'm sure that everyone else wants to be the same,
But the ninety million flaws in my heart,
They torment me everyday!


Why was I born?
I guess you could call it a miracle.
But it's really nothing more than a coincidence,
So I was right, it's just meaningless.

But if there are people there to tease you,
That means that you're a really great person.
If you still don't get it,
Then I'll tell you why...

Yeah that's right,
As us gods say, at our every order,
Everyone loves this world!
When I laugh, and you laugh too,
Then everything is forgiven.


Yeah that's right
Boys and girls, naturally love each other,
Just like that, the Earth keeps turning!
The path may be rocky, but we can still move ahead,
We've still got a long way to go.

The things that are truly important,
They're mixed among the seemingly-useless things.
So let's fool around all together,
And dance bare, laughing loudly!


Yeah That's  Right
As us gods say,
At our every command,
I'm now able to love myself even more and more!
Take a look in the mirror, you finally get it right?
You are the light which lets everybody shine!

Yeah that's right
As us gods say, thank you everyone,
I really do love this world!
Let's make a flower bloom, a really big one,
One so huge it'll reach all the way to the heavens!
special thanks to kami no manimani and everyone behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Feb 2015
The winds may change each day,
And the tides may drift us farther away.
But I still believe in our red strings of fate
That they may coalesce once again.

Even though we're miles apart,
And I can't deny the pain in my heart,
I still find happiness in the small fact
That we're in the same reality,
Breathing the same air,
Walking the same earth,
And sharing the same emotions.

Worry not and wait for me, my bambino
ExulSolus Jun 2015
Used to the supernatural, catastrophic madness,
I mistake my daily life for peace.
As this roaming train wobbles me back and forth,
What was it that I shouldn't lose sight of?

Consumed by concepts of egalitarian fundamentalism,
Feels like even my soul is so much uncertainty.
You have to clearly state what you love and what you hate,
Or you're no different from a dummy.

Ah, the crowds of people walking down the streets at night,
Some seem to be in bliss, some melancholic.
The contrast jumps around the music staff,
Creating the song and rhythm.

Marmalade and sugar song,
Peanuts and Bitter step,
So sweet and yet so sore,
It makes me feel queasy.

Let's head south-southwest,
And keep this party going,
To make it a night
That the world will never forget.

I feel fantastic, a chain of reflections go on

Marmalade and sugar song,
Peanuts and Bitter step,
So sweet and yet so sore,
It makes me feel queasy.

Let's head south-southwest,
And keep this party going,
To make it a night
That the world will never forget.

I feel fantastic, a chain of reflections go on
From one good time,
To a problem, then another good time
Credits to unison square garden and everyone behind it! Peace~
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Romeo  Cinderella Plain text-both)

Please don't let my love,
Become Juliet's tragedy,
Take me away from here...
That's all I want

Goodnight, papa and mama;
Hope you have sweet dreams...
It's time for adults to sleep...

I feel the seductive smell of caramel...
I walk to you, shyly...
How far will we go tonight?

Don't bite me...
Please be gentle,
I don't like bitter things yet,
Because I always eat mama's sweets.


If there's something you don't know,
It's natural to be curious about it, right?
Show me everything.

If it's you, I'll show you my...

I always want to be Cinderella,
I'll just run away wearing only my uniform!
Magic, please stop the time...
Otherwise, the bad people will interfere!


I want to run away like Juliet...
But don't call me with that name!
It's true, that we're destined to be bound,
Otherwise it'd be too boring!


Hey, do you want to live together?

I'll use a little makeup,
I promise to be a good girl from tomorrow on...
So just for now, please forgive me


The margin of the black lace,
Isn't secured today...
How far are we going beyond it?

So hard that I bite you,
So hard that it hurts...

Because I'm the one you fell for right?
But papa seems to hate you...

You gave me your hand

Just feel my warmth
Take me away my Romeo!
So far that I won't care!

The bell rings like Cinderella's!
I'll leave my glass shoe,
So find me soon ok?
Before these nightmares wake us up!


She surely did the same thing,
She dropped it intentionally...
That's right, I'm also the same,
I want to endear myself to her!


Look I'm here...

Can you look inside my heart?
It's brimmed with desire isn't it?
But not enough, it should be filled with other things,
So badly that maybe there's no more room for you?


But then there'd be no meaning to it...

Happiness seems to be stored,
In that small box rather than in the larger one!
What should I do? At this rate...
I'd let you down!

But I'm greedy, like papa and mama
Who've only wanted what was good for them,
It's the best isn't it?
I'll accept my fate!


The Cinderella who always tells lies...
Is said to be eaten by the big bad wolf,
What should I do? *At this rate I'll surely be eaten...
Then just save me before that happens ok?
Credits to Romeo to Cinderella and to everyone behind it! Peace~
ExulSolus May 2015
(Male  Female  Plain-Both)

Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you,

It's you after all, who taught me how to sing.

By whom, was this melody left behind?
By whom was it picked up?
And by whom was it carried away?


Even without the names and faces,
The power of connection,
Will deliver happiness to someone!


I've been staring at the scene,
Feeling envious all this time...
But now!


Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
This sweet melody, causes me to lose track of time!
Find a reason to sing,
Even one is just enough!
That talent's blessed to you by God.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!

With what, did we fight against?
With what did we hurt for?
And  with what losses did we sustain?


Even without the names and faces,
Someone's sly words,
Could steal happiness from someone else!


I've always thought,
That I couldn't  talk with someone else...
Until now!


Find a reason to sing,
Singing beside you like this...
For the first time I could feel that I am not alone!
Find a reason to sing,
We could talk about it later!
And on that time, I'll look into your eyes and smile.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!

Aahh! Everything's just too hard for me right now!
Download your dreams from those bland days!
Everything's a lil too crazy right now!
And Upload it with all your feelings!

Why is it that people collide with each other?
Isn't it so that we could laugh, celebrate and connect?
If that's so then what happens next?
Maybe nobody knows!?

Someone cried out,
Having lost a place to call "home."
Just like the me from the past.


I didn't know your name or face,
But you were kind either way...
And with that I was saved!


From behind the scene,
I reach out my hand,
Now it's my turn to connect with someone!

Find a reason to sing,
So come and sing with me!
Sing what's deep inside your heart and watch time pass by!
Find a reason to sing,
One thing is for sure
This talent is blessed to us by God.

Find a reason to sing,
I want to see you
It's you after all, who gave me a reason to sing!
Find a reason to sing,
Won't you come and sing with me?
It isn't much, but I hope you'll accept my gift.
Connecting, connecting with your dream!
Connecting, connecting with your life!
Connecting, connecting with your song!
Connecting, connecting with you!
Thanks to connecting and everyone behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Male  Female Plain-Both)

A message that's always in my head,
Maybe it'll reach somebody, who knows?
Certainly I've always been this way,
A patched up, insane Matryoshka!


A package sung from a headache,
Time may pass but the hands are still at 4!
Don't tell anyone but the world,
Will turn upside down!


Ah, I feel torn apart,
Throw out all the memories too!
Ah, how I want to know,
To the deepest part...


Uhm, well if you please,
Dance more and more!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play the chord!
What am I supposed to do,
With such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a lil bit?

Loud and clear, 524!
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key!
All, everything's to be laughed at!
Hurry and dance with all your foolishness!

Clap your hands, it's not really childish!
And listen, to this chaotic fully-crazed tune.
I certainly don't care either way,
The warmth of this world is melting away!

After school, you
  and me,  rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Or perhaps you'd like a hopping adventure?
With a crooked smile,
1! 2! 1! 2!

Ah, I'm falling~!
Catch every part of me!
Ah, with both of your hands,
Catch me for me...


Uhm, well... listen a little,
It's something important!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just pinch my cheek!
It's just that I can't control myself anymore!
Should we do more fantastic things?
Pain, pleasure, hurt but don't cry!
Parade? Marade?
Just clap some more!
Wait, you say?
Wait, wait, wait,
Before we fuse to just one...

After school you  and me,  rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Rendezvous?
Or perhaps you'd like a hopping adventure?
With a crooked stare,
1! 2! 1! 2!

Hey~ hey~

Down with a cold?
Hey~ hey~
Show me your song!
Hey~ hey~
See how even today...
I'm still a patched up, insane Matryoshka!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~­~~~~~~~~~~
Hey, hey, hey!
If you'd please,
Dance more and more!
Kalinka? Malinka?
Just play that chord!
What am I supposed to do,
With such feelings?
Can't you tell me? Just a lil bit?


Loud and clear, 524!
Freud? Keloid?
Just hit the key!
All, everything's to be laughed at!
Hurry, go and dance no more!

'Smooch' 'smooch' Kiss! This moment is ours alone!
'Smooch' 'smooch' *Kiss! We don't care about them, not at all!
Thanks to Matryoshka soraru and lon! and to all the other people, Peace!
P.S. Matryoshkas are also known as Russian Nesting Dolls
ExulSolus May 2015
( Male  Female  Plain text-Both )

I like to write;
Isn't that why I was made?
But saying that you like my works,
Made me extremely happy!

I didn't understand anything but 0's and 1's,
But you thought me the meaning of "I".
From that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!

As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!


I hate being alone,
Because I'd end up rotting away in this lonely world.
I like spending time with you,
Because you warm me up!

I can't finish anything by myself,
But you showed me stories to write.
And from that day on, the hollow part of my heart,
Is always filled with you!

As long as I can be with you,
Even my electric heart would start to throb!
Almost like a silver wind...
My heart would start to sway!


As long as I'm with you,
My world just keeps on expanding!
Almost like an angel's wings,
Will my heart soar and reach you?

As long as I can be with you,
Even this soulless form of mine,
Would find purpose and reasons to stay;
And see a sparkling world.
Thanks to Erekutorikku Enjeu and the people behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Legend: Girl-Italics    Boy-Bold)

As the hot summer wind blows past her face,
There's this warm feeling slowly and gradually churning,
Building and showing no end,
Is this like? Is this hate?

Do I like or hate you? I don't know,
Prob'ly hate.
It's love, can't be anything else,
I love you!

I can't tell if it's love or hate,
I won't stop
Love or Hate?

I can't get his words out of my head!
Love or hate? somewhere in between?
Rather it's closer to both.

Isn't the answer obvious?
Yes, my vision is perfect,
You and me can make a family. Eh!? Family!?

But wait, what, why, how? I'm only fourteen!?
These dating stuff and lov- I love you! Listen to me!
I can't drop my guard.
I'll drown you with love!

I want to try falling in love,
Lightly, softly, like a ball of fur.
While everything's boring around me.
I'll smile.

The two stars will combine and form... A Supernova!
And the world will spring alive!

Is this love? or is it hate?
I don't know...
I hate you, or maybe I love you?

Here! Eh!?

It's a Topaz! The one you wanted on the way home.
While you were staring at it I was watching you,
Our houses are on opposite ends, but let's not worry about that.

But I don't really like his type but...
Eh? did I just hesitate?
It must be because he suddenly did something nice.
I start to feel this sudden warmth.

But even if I try so hard to think it through,
There's no doubt about it, About what?
I love you!
Just trust me on this, there's no problem.

See?

You lit up a softly swaying fire within me, She's watching me!
It's burning me up and getting me high, Pyromania!
I'm in love with you!
I sing proudly while playing my guitar

Oh no, What's this feeling?
The kindness and sweetness I learned.
At times you may be a bit absurd, but...
Your love is pulling me in.

I want to fall in love with you,
Shining, sparkling like glitter.
By loving it, placing it out and nurturing it,
It will start to develop!

Our encounter,
And at the same time,
Our Love,
Weaves us together.

If only I hated you,
I won't feel this warmth.
But now it's different,
Since we're both in love!

Now I know whether I like or hate you,
I like you.
You love me, can't be anything else,
I love you.

This hot throbbing in my chest,
You know what it is!
Love or hate?
credits to Suki Kirai and Souma!
This is actually my first time presenting something under this genre so please bear with me.
ExulSolus Apr 2015
Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....

I just realized it in the early morning yesterday,
It's like gathering pieces of shattered glass...
What the hell is this? It's dripping down my finger,
Is this really what we had hoped for?

I knew that, from the bottom of my heart,
The toughest choice would be the best...
But I just can't admit it myself,
I just don't know how to tell it to you!

In this slowly decaying reality,
It's hard and I'm struggling but it's the only way,
Carving those fading smiles, I pulled the plug...

I shrieked with the little voice I had!
The sound bounces, resonates and echoes in vain,
A void lies where my heart's supposed to be...
It was swallowed by the dark and broken in pieces!

"No matter what we do, it's inevitable"
I whispered into the air while,
Someone's tears flow down the dried cheeks.

Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....

Last night's tranquility made me realize,
It's useless to pick up fallen petals,
Because it'd never bloom again!
Tiny and dead within the palms of my hands...

Our time stopped long ago...
I recall the day we first met and your warm smile,
And the old issues, breaking each other as badly as possible...
Our hearts were filled with thorns that we can't remove!

With this relationship that heads to a dead end,
I'm anguished in the end, cause I can't seem to change my mind,
I'm sure I still love you, I want to be with you...
But I need to tell you the truth!

It's like a storm within my head,
I'm standing dead, I'm so confused and my vision's hazy!
Despite my efforts, the pain is still too strong!
Our bond was crushed and is withering everyday!

Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's all finished...
We need to leave without turning back...

Just once, only once,
If I could have my wishes granted one by one,
I'd like to be born again and again,
And relive those warm memories...

I shrieked with what little voice I had left!
Rebounding, resonating and echoing in vain,
A void lies where my heart's supposed to be...
It was swallowed by the dark and broken in pieces!

Goodbye, my sweetheart, it's all over!
We have to leave without turning back...
It's all over...

Just be friends, all we need to do,
Just be friends, it's time to say goodbye...
Just be friends, All we need to do,
Just be friends, just be friends....
credits to Just be friends and all the people behind it... Peace!
ExulSolus Jun 2015
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
Less talk more work,
Eyes everywhere, The reapers they lurk...
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
Beat the hard rock and extract pure metal,
Why do I have to do this? I deserve that medal...
Tik... Tik... Tik...

Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
The constable whips away like a ring leader,
Heartless laughter, he had the guts to muster...
Tik... Tak... Tik... Tak...
And in the corner, I see my lifeless mate,
We were destined for valor, what is this fate?
Tik... Tik...

Bang... Tik... Bang... Tik...
Move ever so vigilantly with the sound of the whip,
Muscles sore, back burned and front scarred
No other escape other than death's card
By the warmth of the blazing summer sun
Hit harder, and harder until the cold stone breaks
And spreads to each part of your body that precipitates
Shed tears, cough blood, sweat like there's no tomorrow
For you could only hope that there is no tomorrow
Tik...

'****'
All has been done, the last piece set in stone
All that I regret is that mi love has not been shown
"To ye, my fair Juliet and to our little lass
To the wee lil tyke who looks up to his old man
I be sorry for ye all for you've yet to receive fatherly love"
For I have chosen the country's interests over my own.

Sailing master! search for land,
Turned forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is ticking, falling down
Sailing master! search for land
Is everybody in?
Special thanks to Gorillaz and feel good inc. and everybody behind it~ Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Plain text-Guy Girl  Friend)

Even years later, your shadow has yet to fade,
And my emotions only grow more intense,
I was squatting, sketching by myself...

On a hilly road, under the scorching sun,
Our blurry figures were walking.
The summer heat lingered in my eyes.

"Stop bothering me! Just leave me already!"
I said, brushing your hand away,
"No I won't leave you."
You exclaimed and grabbed my hand tightly,
"You're so annoying!"
I said and walked a little bit ahead of you,
Without ever looking back.
"How do you really feel?"

If I'm just "wise" then I'll never move forward,
I have no reason to so I'll just rot away here,
I wish the clock would turn back for me...

Years may pass, but I'll never die,
I repeat some hopeful words to myself,
Even though I know that,
I still won't be able to reach you

I just don't care!
"Let me die already!" I said,
As I clutched my fist while cursing myself...
Helpless to do anything, I simply
Indulged myself in life.

If summer can show me dreams, then
Let's go back to before you were taken away,
Those days where I hid my embarrassment
Lit up the air and consumed my mind!

A boy who had turned 18,
Waited for her again somewhere,
Remembering those figures
Of blurring silhouettes...

Underneath the blazing sun in an empty schoolyard,
Today too, I heard you said, while smiling,
"Let's play together"
As you swayed from side to side.

"I'm worried" she said with an uneasy face,
Someone like a neighbor
Wouldn't ever understand so,
Please don't act to be so sad...

Feeling hazy, let's remain indifferent today too,
And just retain yesterday's pace,
So that I won't ever forget your warmth...

If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then
I'll embrace this hazy past
And have a dream that I won't wake up from,
And isolate myself from the rest of the world...

"But that means you can't even see tomorrow?"
It's ok, I don't really care about that...
And I stained my hands
In order to **** these dreadful days
I'm choosing "solitude" after all!

A rotten boy aged at 18,
Today too, prayed again,
While clinging on to your fluffy smile.

Underneath the blazing sun,
Asking, somehow please take me away!
Instead of leaving me like this!
And my murmuring was silently stopped...

"Can you hear me?"
The voice asked and vanished,
The reason, somehow, became clear,
I reached out a hand in the summer heat daze...

The young boy, wishing under the scorching sun,
Found himself standing back then,
Your summery smile is exactly as I remembered it.
"Yes I died and I'm so sorry,"
"Let's say our goodbyes?"

Please don't talk like that! Don't leave me!

A silhouette was watching me as this happened.
Thanks to Rosu Taimu Memorii and all the people behind it! Peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
Love magazines, Love reference guides,
Since I can't get,
Anywhere with you...
Might as well read them.

The sky is flushed  with the scent of winter,
I'm pretty sure my desire to be with you,
Is the fault of the season.

I didn't even ask for this...
Gah! Life can be so unkind!
Suddenly remembering the night,
Where stars filled the sky...

I won't be fooled by this!
Love you? No!
There's no reason to say it right?
None at all!

Share the load already! This love's freaking heavy!
Too heavy to keep bearing it all alone!
Let's also take half and half of these feelings that make my heart race...
Just anybody else won't do!

I want to become more than just friends!
Whether you push or pull, I won't be swayed!
Supposing, you were to fall in love with me...
Even if it's an exception, the answer should be easy! Right?

This "Love" really is a sickness!

My love schemes don't go well,
Having started to make these kind of efforts...
It's really startling for me, right?

Under the fall sky,
When a girl's heart comes to change,
If I don't look back to the seat over my shoulder,
I'll end up regretting it...

When I hear you getting praised by someone,
I selfishly feel happy about it but,
As for that "someone"...
If it's a girl then there'll be some mixed feelings!

Share the load already! This love's bitter on my own!
It's all so bitter, I can't drink it down!
Let's take half and half of the pain in my heart as well...
There's no effective drug against this ache!

Love and like, I want to make off with those two words!
Not really hoping for anything special beyond that...
Suppose you fell head over heels for me starting today...
Come one! Sometimes you need your imagination run wild! Ok?

This "Love" really is a sickness!

I've heard one-sided crushes are "fun" but,
That's just a lie! It's just full of ache and tears!
But when I realized, that this was love,
I felt overjoyed...

Share the load already.. This love's freaking heavy...
Too heavy to keep bearing it all alone...
Let's also take half and half of these feelings that make my heart race...
If it's not something special then... It's won't do!

I want to become more than just friends!
Whether you push or pull, I won't be swayed!
Suppose you start to love me more than anyone else in the world?
I'll show you that I can be your dream girl!

This "Love" really is a sickness!
special thanks to Byoumei koi wazurai and descentsubs! Peace!
ExulSolus Jun 2018
This evening, I am alone, and yet I am not;
Within this barren mansion, no raven to spot.
For the price of solace is solitude,
But this payment can never be made.

“Nevermore!” I mumble in quick succession,
In hopes to ease my growing exasperation;
Yet these words have no such power,
They serve only to torment me, stronger by the hour.

I cut my wrists to forget this pain,
To no avail, only the sheets I stain;
So I gathered them, and burned it all,
The curtains, the pictures, all will fall;
For the flames consume all, save for the feelings,
They crawl.

Homeless, cold, famished but not quite dead yet,
Picked up a torch From the conflagration I’ve set.
Headed north, I depart with pen, paper
And a few pieces of silver.

For I’ve bartered my sanity for a brief respite,
As I walk in these bloodied sandals,
Your profile still in sight.
ExulSolus Feb 2015
T'was bliss yet also pain, it tingled and it pricked. Oh truly a wild rose blossoming atop the mountain's peak. Beautiful yet deadly, desirable yet unattainable; a true fantasy
ExulSolus Apr 2015
I saw you standing there,
Hair flowing in the meadows,
Eyes shining under the night sky,
I heard your voice singing softly like a siren.

I saw that majestic smile ,
Glowing brightly, filled with enthusiasm,
Envious and appealing,
I feel the warmth of your fingers.

You showed me that adorable pout,
Cute but deadly lips,
I remember our promise,
That I be only yours and You be only mine.

But all of those are just phantasies.
Fables of what we could have been.

I didn't see you but your image was embedded,
So deep in my thoughts that I could never forget it,
For you were torn from me before that unfinished promise,
And to chase after you I could not for I had no strength, no courage.

And even though our bonds are reinfused,
I fear that these feelings are no longer of use.

For you might be showing that smile to someone else,
And I left grieving, Oh God pray tell.
ExulSolus Jul 2018
A night we couldn’t possibly forget,
Covered in sticky, midsummer sweat.
Acts committed with not a hint of regret,
“C'est si bon” you said, in that sinfully French accent,
And those 3 words enslaved me.

Passing time isn’t quite so boring,
When you’re beside me all along.
It’s 12 AM, No time for sleeping,
In our little world we’re never wrong.

I dread the sun for it takes us apart,
Moments spent with a hollow heart.
So I rejoice when evening arrives,
In the shadow of the night, our love truly strives.
It’s funny when you think about it,
We only talk after we’re exhausted
But this simple banter causes great bliss
A pillow talk that I never want to miss.
S
ExulSolus Feb 2015
S
I wished upon a shooting star,
To get to go to where you are.
I knew that it was pointless anyway,
But never did I think that one day
I'd get what I wished for.
The day came when I found you,
Wading by the summer shore.
We frolicked and splashed to our heart's content
For we knew not what soon came after,
As the season changed, and so did it matter.
To be continued?
ExulSolus May 2015
Seasons die one after the other,
The voice of death becomes the wind.
A sober man, in a vivid city,
Looking at the moon seems just so bland here.

In a life stuck in quicksand, the rain tasted like wine,
With clouded eyes, wandering in the city,
I'm an innocent man acting suspicious at the station.

It's like a hazy shadow possessing life,
Which I can't clearly identify with myself,
If I sing in this rain, will the clouds break?
A droughty life in the blazing summertime.

Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I breathed my last here,
With the remains of spiteful days and nightmares,

After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I suffer and grieve,
With no light flashing onto this lasting song.

Tomorrows die one after the other,
Even if we hurry we never catch up,
And they become our past.
Live recklessly, spotlights last only a moment,
And the meaning of life will soon follow.

Even if your insecure self hates you,
Wondering who you really are,
When you sing, the darkness may clear up
But this is just a life given by a broken dream.

Dear my ****** past,
This is a poem to break off relations.
Even if I did my all,
Just to save what little time I had,

After ages, flowers will bloom and reach you,
This is a poem for change,
Even if I shout or shriek,
With no curtain falling onto this lasting pain.

With a weary face and kicking,
Frowning my face against the blinding sunset
"Should I turn back?" "Should I go?"
But soon I saw my feet taking off.

Yes I must go,
I must live, even if without meaning.
We are disposable lives after all,
We'll leave them here.

Dear my late past, This is a poem of nostalgia,
Just as I thought the horrible days and nightmares,
Were barely the beginning,
They were already left far behind.

Flowers bloom, sway and fall,
And return to this unending cycle of rebirth.
Even if I suffer and grieve,
Without a light to show the end to this lasting song.

Seasons come to life one after the other...
credits to amazarashi! peace!
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Man  Lady Plain- Both of them or the narrator)

The powdery snow, slowly sways down,
Sheathing the mountains in soft, pure white.
The two inside a run-down house in a barren village,
Huddle together in the cold winter night.

"It has also been snowing on the day we met,"
You murmured with a smile,
And I'd hidden my face, flushed from each cheek,
Within the shadow of your large sleeve.

With a breath of joy,
I sang a spring's arrival along with the chirping birds.

"Your voice is beautiful," you told me,
Just those words, and those alone, made me so happy!

"If someday, I no longer had this beautiful voice,
Would you still, even then, love me?"

"Of course," you said, softly smiling,
As your large hand, gently stroked my cheek.


"A crane... snared in this weather?
Wait I will set you free"

And it flew ever so elegantly.

One hot summer afternoon,
You coughed blood and collapsed...
Our poor married life,
Couldn't afford it's cure...

The next day came by, along with the following,
I did nothing else, but purposely weave...
I wouldn't let your life,
Fall like the fleeting autumn leaves!

The seasons flow by,
And the bell crickets shriek.
The end of summer is marked by their cries.


"Your fingers are beautiful," you told me,
Delicately clutching my wound-covered hands...
But yours were much too cold!

"If someday, I no longer had these beautiful fingers,
Would you still, even then, love me?"

"Of course," you said, coughing,
As your large hands caressed my aching fingers.

Day and night, don't stop weaving...

~~Ah, the sunset's cool breeze~~
Hurry,hurry, I need to buy medicine...
~~Sways the sluggishly decaying fruit's scent~~
Just a bit more, only a bit more; before the autumn leaves fall...
~~Until it goes out~~
Until these fingers can't move... Until these feathers are all used up!!!

"If someday, I were no longer a human,
Would you still love me?"
The truth I feared left untold,
I softly pluck the final feather alone...


"Of course," I say, warmly smiling,
I promised I'd embrace you, even if you've lost your wings!
And that crane which had beautifully taken flight that day...
I've always remembered, and never forgotten, even now!


And just like always, I love you
Thanks to Shikiori no Hane Tsuru no Ongaeshi and the people behind them! Peace!
ExulSolus Jun 2015
( Girl  Ghost dude Normal-Both )

The weather's unstable,  Papapa~
First it was raining, then the sun shows up,  Shining~
And into my boring, normal days,
This crazy totally unbelievable guy shows up!!!

Osaka’s the new world of the South.
Wearing a thin kimono to Tengan,
Stuffing his cheeks with skewered fried pork,
Even if I play the straight man, he still looks like an idiot!

Indirect kiss!!

Oh great Father, hear me!!
Who the hell is this guy!?
Why does he have to,
Follow me everywhere?

Hey, wait a minute!
  Oh yeah!
This feels just like high sense nonsense!
This isn't a rom-com!?
I don't smell weird but he's still floating around me!

Everywhere on Earth, to hell and then back,
This ****** trots at full speed!!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you, are you a spirit!?

Nights I suffer from sleep paralysis,
With you always beside me,
"We'll always be together won't we?"
  You bet!
What a seriously messed up guy!

He creeps slowly behind me...
And steals my lunch before running off!
That's the kind of childish guy he is!
Offering my prayers to the deities, seriously this guy...

Oh great Father, hear me!!
Who the hell is this guy!?
Why is he still sticking around!?

Excitement always leads to a sunny day,
Before a storm comes blazing through.
And when I' with you,
Why does my heart flutter away!?

Blasting off at the speed of light,
Don't get the wrong idea wise guy! Buzz off already!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you...

He's always, always such a pain,
Despicable, sly, goofy,
And kinda see-through
But, sometimes I can see,
His kindness show through...
Aaah! Come on!

Hey, wait a minute!
  Oh yeah!
This feels just like high sense nonsense!
This isn't a rom-com!?
I don't smell weird but he's still floating around me!

Everywhere on Earth, to hell and then back,
This ****** trots at full speed!!
Oh my God! God!! GOD!!!
Hey you, hey you, yes you, are you a spirit!?

The moment you appeared,
This world grew light years brighter!
My flushed cheeks in everyday...

Oh yeah! Oh ye-ah!
*Under Japan's blue skies, my heart is thumping...
Surely, the reason for this is... Aaah!!!
I don't wanna say it, but... Could this be!?
Could this be...

Love in disguise!?
special thanks to ghost love and everyone behind it! Peace~
ExulSolus Apr 2015
(Emperor  Kaguya  Plain-Can be the messengers or both Emperor and Kaguya)

I don't know exactly why...
But I have fallen in love with you!
This love will persist for a thousand years...
My heart dances and sings odes of joy!

'Sigh' Many men have tried to captivate me,
Please tell me exactly why,
The emperor has called for me.

It's needless to say why...
But I have fallen for you!
I shall not be swayed..
So let me take your hand!

I cross the fate and meridian, sleep is taken from me.
I cross the end of utopia, For no other reason!
You are so slim and elegant against the moon...
Selfish little princess,You are so charming!

'Phew' That was long, hope everyone is o-...
They're gone!? All that's left is this Japanese candy...
How humiliating... I'm depressed but please accept this candy!

A Japanese sweet bread!? I have to taste it!?
Impossib-... Oh what wonderful flavor!

I don't know exactly why but I've fallen for you!
You are the most clever, most beautiful, most talented...
So I'll give you a big treat. Four elements!

'Aahh' I can't sleep because of that bread...
Huh!? Sweet bean bread!?
Surely... This feeling!

Well well, the result went well, just as planned...
I'll do this and that to Kaguya...  Oh Emperor!
                              (Just her delusion)

I burn this elixir of life and smell it.
My heart is full of you... What should I do?
I'll tell you now straight out...
Do you want to marry me?

I cross the heaven, earth and a loop line. Sleep is taken from me.
I dive into this storm from a boring, false freedom!

"You cannot princess!" "You must return to the moon!"
"You do not belong here!"

I am so slim and elegant against the moon...
I am sorry but I am not your lady...

"Return now!!!" Don't wanna!
                       (The two ran away)

It's so ridiculous to search for a freedom that's been in front of me...
It's just like a bird that jumps into another cage to be captured.

I know that it's a cliché conflict
But now I'm all serious about you with whole my soul.
I'm serious...

I finally cross the fate and meridian, sleep is taken from me...
I cross the end of utopia, For no other reason!
You are so slim and elegant against the moon...
You are so noble... To you no other can compare
Selfish little princess, You are so charming!
credits to Kaguya-hime, taketori overnight sensation and all the people behind these... Peace!
ExulSolus Dec 2014
A ward amidst the darkness, an eye amongst the faces, a tear behind the laughter. These fools indulge in the expense of their "loved ones". Like thrash, invaluable and disposable, the women are treated, their feelings ignored and this illusion of "love" crumbled right before their eyes. Thousands of men have I watched while I'm stuck here in my own rotting piece of hell which the universe seems to enjoy watching. Nevertheless I walk alone, to the unknown, to the inevitable.
At first glance it is yet is it not? Confusion strikes as the curtains begin to unfold.
ExulSolus Feb 2015
I remember your blue eyes, that sparkles brighter than the North star,
I remember that sunset, golden scenery enveloped our tight embrace.
In two lives we have met, in two lives we shared love
and in those two lives I lost you.
To the dragon that grazed the lands with embers,
To the kingdom envious of your beauty.
I have sold all rationality to attain strength,
The strength to protect you, to lose you no more.
But alas, for as I have been found inane,
Lost in a reality without you.
But now I shout no more
Stop the pain, the anguish and the suffering; and with it
The joy, the pleasure, the love we indulged in.
For it is better to see you happy with someone else,
Than to have you perish in my arms yet again.

— The End —