Smile and I swear you
I can't carry the whole world in my hand
But it's here to see you now
Smile and I see you
I can't afford seeing another life
Yet my life is so beautiful
Smile and I beg you to stay
Tell you I've found somewhere to dwell
So you don't have to leave now

I've been calmly caught
Among dark matters
Thought I would find you
For you are not in every place
For I've been here for thousand days
Without your voice
Not even your shade
Thought maybe someday
You'll come and greet
But someday got to be too long
And today got to be too sick
No I'm not dreaming
For dreaming is free
And still you aren't here
So when
I will greet you
For I'm not worried
The Time lasts forever
But me lasts whenever
You're not coming, though
And I'm making lyrics again
You're not coming, though

Sitting under galaxies
Me
Holding my sadness

Shrieking under shooting stars
Me
Breaking my sadness

Singing for longer time
Me
Begging for justice

Hanging above this universe
Me
Groaning for sign

Who hails this pain?
I'm living in vain
Who notice the unfairs?
I'm turning to flares
Come to fail
Walk to ****
This world is just unfair

If a small heart refused to be lighted
I won't weep down again and grounded
Let me swing down the stream
Living actual scene than a dream

Lyrics are things I don't wish
Lyrics gave life, though
Lyrics came from deepest ocean
Lyrics break through crevices
Of rocks
Become so poweful
When reaching the surface

Songs are things I don't wait
Songs gave home, though
Songs come from widest lungs
Songs blow melody
Of nature
Whisper charmingly
Ears to ears

Lyrics are beauty stains to my songs
Like clouds to sky
And songs are good companion to my lyrics
Like ribbon to roses
They both chasing in mind
Serve me rows of houses
Where I sleep in solid peace

Could there be no love
For me to dive deep
Lost in pitch dark
Rest in nowhere
Could there be no pain
To Heal me bad
Write me melody
Remember nothing

I remember
What is not exist
I bathe in
What is not wet
Numb in roam
I continue my walk
I tread on the air
Read fading signs
I have nowhere to in
So lost and bewildered

What if I go back
And delete our first scene
So there would be no love
And pain
I would have clear sight
And wide lungs to breathe
Empty sheets
And goodness saying

Wake me up in the flush of a rainbow eye
I saw it bent through the tunnel I've been screaming off
I'm searching for a glimpse of a morning past
And I found you there
You followed me where I would die in a flash
I'm still here watching you dont you realize
Floating in confusion of absolute time
Now help me out

I've been hurting for a moment that turned me down
In a dimmer light
Not realizing how long it was when
We talked and the universe fussing round
I would die
in a minute

Remember it was spherical
Bounding you and me in the dark
But how we look
You fly away
I'm dying
I know it was theoritical
But I dont dream nor sleep
Fall slow and you've gone
I'm dying

Make my hand
in your grab
Just dont leave
I'll be broken down
and interfering our past
Even if I'd come through a wormhole
Could it be me hugging you alive?