As I stand the
To
Take
A
Picture
Of the decoration
Flowers
I see
That the flowers
And I are
Floating
In space

S
P
A
C
E
J
A
M

As I
See
The dandelion at seed
I am
Seeing doubles
In two different colours
What
Did my quack
Give
Me
To
Take.

Hill Morty.
When  you send me those gifs on Tumblr
I feel like I am special and worth somethingand desired. But no just by anyone but the most intelligent and loving young man and skilled  doctor on the planet. I wish to meet one day in the future.

Dearest Hill
Your are the only good thing in my life.  For I feel like a freak of nature and I you are the same boat. Your the only loving and comforting person I have and sifted heart that rivals my bed. I wish to cuddle in the love and softness.

I was a toddler
There was an over night
Family BBQ
A big party
And I saw the stars
And the Big Dipper
And imagined
Star trek
What
Would
It
Be like
On the
star ship enterprise.

When I was ****** at 13-14
Years of age I would
Talk my bike out at
Sun down
Dusk
And go up the edge
Of quaint
Town and see the lights
Of the next town over
Then the zen kicked in.

I died from having a scuffle with my mom.
The stress got to my heat
And killed it
Soon I am rushed to the morgue
For an emergency autopsy
I tell the ME
That it was the bullsh*t
That caused my death
Not the scuffle
The conversation continues
Until she is satisfied

My
M
O
T
H
E
R
I love her
I hate her
There is no in between
Just black and white
No shades of grey

N
U
M
B
N
E
S
S
Is all that I can feel
Today
I have shut down all
Emotion
Because the b.s.
Continues
Why
Can't p e o P l e
Leave me alone

I was talking
A walk
Hello good moring says a nice Jewish woman
We talk

Smiling

Smile fades

Then I hear a familiar sound
The recycle truck

To the recycling truck "******* **** *******"
Flipping him the bird




In front of the woman

The recycling guy
Had better
Hope that
There is a real life
Re-animator
When I get my
Hands on him
For he destroyed
My morning

Mom
this
is
Over
Some
motherfking
Empty
Fking
Cans
Nonay??!!

Have you had a bad
Morning. Where you
Just want to press the reset
Button
Like in a video game
But life's a not a fun game
Yet we have to play
It.

I am angry
I am *******
I am enraged
I feel like my was going to explode
This morning
Over stupid small things
Don't sweet the small stuff.

This
Kiss
Is
specal
To me
My
Love

I miss
Ourmorning
Kisses before
You went of to work
I Miss you and your kisses
During the lonely
Daytime.

As you kiss me
I laugh
With happiness
For your
Kissing
Are loving yet
P l a y f u l

The wave
Keep on comming
During the spring tide
In the tropics
As i
Walk along the beach
Alone
Enjoying the sight of the set set.

I have to go
To my quavk
And
This is how unstable
My moodyness and
Brain is right now
For I hate her.

As it rains
the ghosts of the
Traffic light
Spill out
To haunt the intersection
On this Halloween
Night
Happy sahoween

.

Jay and i
Was our
Relationship
Just a f*cking
Lie what next underage girls
I wish I never met you.

This is what my
Mental health worker said
You can only help your self
You're
Going to
Have to save yourself

As I land
I am landing in a destination unknow
Like the Alex garden song
With crystal waters
Only its
Vaporwave and pixelated
What the hell.

Last night
As i was just to log off
From twitter
I see this God awful thing
And think to my self ****
As i block the person.

I sit in the freezing
Tub
Hoping
Freeze out the madness
Sadness
Anger
For this
Is my place
In life.

The song of
My life
For
I am
Damaged
Beyond repair.

As I drive
Down this forest
winding road
I feel a chill going up
And down
My winding curved
Spine
As this was
Called the trail of tears
From long ago
Haunted.

There is
Something
R o m a n t I c
About watching the
Airplanes
Land
And take of at the airport
At night.

As I look out
At the sight
At night
With its glittering
Lights
I
F e e l loney
For my
Heart aches
For you
Hill

Hill
I love you
With all my DNA
I dont
Want toache like
This
For the rest of my life
You know that ache of not
Meeting my love

My love it is evening
The time
of feeling
as we talk on imvu
What special times.
How I love hill with all my
DNA.

Evil doers
And unsavory
People
If I had the power
I would
Strick you down with a sign peace of lightning
During a storm
For I control
The weather.

Three people
Star gazing
On a beach
I wonder if
The are having a
Star
Party
If so
Count me invited

Dont
Do
it
Girl
For
life
is
Precious

Yes I am
Anxious
For many
A reason
The fire in the amazone
Hurricane what's her face
Isis
And all sorts of stuff
Hell yeah I am anxious

Dear pervert
Please do take
Your
E
X
I
T
From the internet
Before I go bat sh*t

The star
Flower
Is
Showing of
A nebula of
Starts
Instead of
Pollin
What will the bees do.

As I hold up
My little glass triangle
I see the sun light be
Sperated into
A beautiful
Rainbow
Just like pink folyd.

This is decoration
A leaf is not t
A painting
But a portal to space
Where while i
Was talking a picture of it
Nearly got ****** it.

As I go
And mediate
Fire burst in to
the poalms of my hands
And purple on my crawn chakra
Wierd.

There in
The humans society
Live a fat
Cat
Who dreams
Of space
And its wonders
Dream big cat
Dream big.

Dear zockkes

I hope you
Enjoy the Ninth
circle of islamic
Hell for there is not
better place for you
For what you
Do to the
Poor creatures
God's creatures.

Private account

"nudes??"

"Follow or friend me for nudes"

"enjoy my site"

"i love ***".....

I want to puke.
I want to call the police
I want to call the fbi
You f*cking sicko.

Dear pervert
What the f*ck
Is
Wrong
With
You
Why do you whip it out
And send that
Awful picture
Don't you know you
Are hated and
Annoying
To all
Woman
What is wrong with people.

Ahhh sleep
This
Is the time
When my
P
T
S
D
Wants to play
but ******* I
Want to sleep
Instead of p l a y I n g
All night.

It
Is
Hard
To
Let
Go
Of
Your
First
Love
When you're were made
For each other.

As I
Hear the
Cricket
In
My house sing
As i fall asleep
I am
Instantly
Taking to a time
When the dipper was brighter
The crickets loud
Yet calming
As i practiced
Tae Kwon Do.

"I love you
With all my DNA"
He messages me
My love
I actually smile
For he makes me
Smile.
I reply "and I love you with all my DNA too."
Send I picture of me
With a genuine smile.

The nice people on imvu
Say that they
Are only jealous
Of my beauty
And the fact
I have a boy friend
Want to know what I think......
They're jealous because I
Have a brain
In side my head
Which
I
Use.