Feelings of love and turbulence
                                  collide
as the gleaming sun
brushed my neck.
        reminding me
of how perfect it would be,
if the sun brushed you,
        instead of me.
                            memories    
          recalling
   how beautiful you are,
                             in the morning light

all my broken pieces
Falling back into place
Within your loving arms
Comfortable and safe

It took me seven years
to realise
the words in my mind
were too deep for
my mouth to dig up
I thought it was easier
to open my skin
and let the truth
pour down my arms

It took me seven years
to realise
nobody should be allowed
to touch parts
of your home
or hold pieces  
of your heart
that you don't yet understand

It took me seven years
to realise
I will wear these scars
forever
I'll carry them
through every smile
every kiss
every concerned gaze
I'll carry them
to my grave

It took me seven years
to realise
the pain carved
into the walls
of my castle
etchings of
attempting to disappear
are not a story of weakness
but a tale of
how I survived

Promises with nuts don't count

Hidden affections
Forgotten thoughts
Lost feelings
Fake love

Rumbling seats, walls and sounds.
Gleams of light
Hold me tight

Please..

i need to feel safe again..

We used to have dreams, goals, hope in our bone.
Now all we have is problems, we’ve created on our own.