As i sit and contemplate what my next move should be,
I start to wonder what is to come of me,
Whether i decide to do the first thing or the last on my list,
Will my decision i make effect how the ones around me exist

As i do love this world and everything it offers,
From time to time i start to wonder,
I wonder if my life is written by an author,
To experience all this in such short time is such a great plunder,

Although at times it may seem very dark,
I know what is in store for me must be worth this pain,
Even though the situation right now might be very stark,
I just remind myself of what they say,
"You cannot have a rainbow without a little rain"

The soft caressing,
The deep,
Slow, breathing,
I want you.
The tickle of
The air,
Coming from the fan,
Hold me tighter.
Plush, moist lips,
Pressed
To my head,
Kiss me.
I want to feel you,
Wrapped
Around me,
Loving me harder.

I can't handle
another death,
leaving me out here
lost and alone

I can't handle
another mourn,
leaving me lifeless
as a hollow stone

I can't handle
another grievance,
letting you go to
a world unknown

Because to save
your precious life,
I would give infinite
deaths of my own

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