Some moments are not to be captured
not in a photo
not in a story
not anywhere
Some moments should only live in a memory

Growing by the moment
when hearing fortune
when seeing happiness

Feeling even weaker
when hearing luck
when seeing love

Just by others
never happening to you
never seeing your own good

I'm falling
So slow, I can feel time passing by
I was convinced I could fly

I'm falling
The sensation is great
For the ending, I still have to wait

I'm falling
Can you see me coming to earth
I´m telling you, it is the falling worth

I´m falling
Reality coming closer
It´s finally over

Death has been waiting long
Death has been patient
But now Death has come

I´ll always continu climbing
Although I don´t know if I can get there
I might step on the wrong twig
I might me be a little to short to reach the next

But I´ll always continu climbing
Because there is a chance
There is a chance I get high up
There is a chance I get to the end

I´ll always continu climbing
even when I´m afraid
I should trust that they catch me
I should trust on my very own strength

But I´ll always continu climbing
Because in the end, it´s not about the goal
It´s about the journey
It´s about never giving up

Deep in a book
there once was a girl
on a cozy attic
forgotten by the world

Deep in a book
she once lived a dream
on a cozy attic
destroyed by the world

On a cozy attic
there once was a girl
who read about a girl
deep in a book

Always passing by
slipping through my hands
never in control

Without an end
in a circle
round and round
getting dizzy

without a begin
in a circle
round and round
getting dizzy

without a limit
in a circle
round and round
getting dizzy

~ The Universe

I heard the news.
at first I was fine.
it took some time.
but then it hit me.

Falling to the ground.
realizing so much.
he's gone.
not going to come back.

And I am going on.
I am going new places.
I am going to meet new people.
without him.

After all these years
finally leaving home
going into the unknown

Looking forward to this
making new adventures
finding my own loan

can't wait to go
never looking back
my time has come

I try to smile
but I feel so miserable
I try to fake it
but I'm sure I won't make it

I wanna scream out my anger
but I keep it in
I wanna calm down and look happy
but I'm fighting back the tears

I wanna be who I really am
but I'm always wearing a mask
I wanna show them what I'm worth
but I'm always in the dark

I try to smile
but I feel so miserable
I try to fake it
but I know I won't make it

There is nothing worse than seeing an empty smile on a face you love.

I look in the mirror what do I see
I think about the world what do I know
I dive in the water, into the sea
I go into public and put up a show

My reflection is not who I am
Knowlegde is merely knowing things
There is no one who gives a ****
Everybody is made of broken wings

I'll always be there,
Don't you know?
I'll always take you side
I'll let it show

I'll never lie,
Don't you know?
I'll never leave
I'll let it show

I'll keep making mistakes,
Don't you know?
I'll keep trying my best
I'll let it show

Funny how nonexistal things, like words, can change so much.

To love is to destroy
To love is to enjoy
To love is to care
To love is to share

been said and heard a 1000 times
In war, between landmines
In peace, on a bench under the moon
or with a simple toon

~I love you