What Was Is Not
What was is not,
I remember some but little,
Special surely, I know,
Yet only remains a tittle,
What was is not,
can’t define the shapeless shadow,
It’s insane, to question what is what,
How was I bound in this knot,
What was is not,
The word alone is so abstract,
What is love, where comes and goes love,
To confound, sent from heaven above?
What was is not,
Loves a label, does it exist at all,
If real, how does a label fall,
Is the rainbow real or not,
What was is not,
What, when, why, did it die,
If it was not then why, why do I cry,
One feels the loss and coldness is why,
What was is not,
I in a dream, I can’t run,
A nightmare stuck or trap I’m in,
Where are you sun, must see the sun,
What was is not,
Will another one ignite my soul,
Yes, it is too late, that time has gone,
Fading now, I can just recall that song,
What was is not,
*** was very nice, yes it was a part,
Not all, but I can feel loss, it’s gone, I’m sure,
There is more, another one, is not a cure,
What was is not,
The now illusory passion has fell,
It can’t be found, as if fallen in the well,
I feel not, surely none remains,
What was is not,
Yes, I’m a selfish fool,
Not willing to stay, follow the rule,
Others have, they greet each day,
What was is not,
But I want, must have, what was,
I do remember, Yes, I can’t settle, not me,
Free to love, and to live, It must be,
What was is not,
No more, I empty, alone, a lonely one,
I will make time stop, and then begin,
From all shadows of past, I run,
What was is not,
Yes, I am stubborn, but Today I smile,
In faith, knowing what was can be,
I feel, I live, yes, I will see.
James Kirk (c) 2017