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In my veins you flow.
In my mind you run.
In my heart you live.
In my soul you exist.
Wrote this during exams.
Tonight
I am a sadist
My mind is filled with
The most inhumane ways
To **** you
Because If I can't have you
Alive
I will have you
Dead
So
You
Cannot
Escape.
I am secretly a sadist.
The amount of energy
It takes me to stop
The tears
Drains the life out of me.

The amount of energy
It takes me to smile
My day away
Drains the soul out of me.

But none of this
Will ever
Drain the love out of me
Nor
The memories of you and me.
Just exhausted.
Goodbye
I cannot bear to say
Not when it is you
That have been making my day.

Goodbye
I am not ready to wish
Not when I still do not understand
Why all of this is finish.

Goodbye
You say so easily
Goodbye
You wish so quickly


With a couple of hugs


and with a trace of kisses


You're gone.
So we bid goodbye today. An official goodbye that ends the life we shared  before. I wish you all the best in life, love. Just know that you will always be a part of me.
I look forward
To the end of the day
When I'll retreat into my cave
And continue on with my search
For your face.
I will look into your eyes
In the picture
And I will ache
But that is okay
Because for now
It is only for you
That I crave.
Always the fool.
 Dec 2014 GailForceWinds
Beaux
Hey you're more than pretty. You're gorgeous. You're eyes sparkle brighter than any star. Your smile beats the moon. Your hair is so much fun to play with. Remember not to starve, purge, cut, tear, stab, poke, burn, scratch. There's no need too. I don't need to see your face to know your beautiful. I don't care what the mirror says. You deserve to know the ugly truth. You will always be beautiful and there's nothing you can say or do to change that.
For every girl, guy, and everyone in between. You deserve to feel beautiful. 'I kissed the scars on her skin and I still think your beautiful. I don't think I could ever lose my best friend.
I lost myself sometime back in September,
I don't remember if it was by the school or in my car,
The grocery store parking lot.
Something like that.

I must have escaped suddenly,
I barely noticed until my chest felt too hollow to pound at the sight of the ocean waves crashing to the shore,
My hands were always awkward and confused,
Not knowing their place in social situations,
Pockets?

I went to a party in November with a plot already in my head,
Tied my white converse together with loose morals,
Too much makeup on.
No time for small talk,
"Don't play games"
"You know what I'm here for"
I don't know why I was there though.


Almost January and I guess I found a way back to myself,
In my own bed covered in blankets to hide the shame
On the phone with Brian.
He kept telling me I was somebody's child,
And what was I doing to somebody's child?
What an odd ******* thing to say.

But I started missing myself more than I ever thought possible,
And flooding back in harder than the rain hitting my window pane.
laying beneath the sheets
like an empty canvas

her legs spread out before me
as her body once did

all five horizons revolved around me
her soul as the earth to the sun

now the air I tasted
and breathed has taken a turn

and all i taught her was everything
i know she gave me all that she was

now my bitter hands chafe
beneath the clouds of what was

the pictures have turned to black
which tattooed everything

i take a walk outside
i'm surrounded by some kids at play

i can feel their laughter
so why do I swear

  twisted thoughts that spin round my head
how quick the sun can drop away

now my bitter hands
cradle broken glass of what was everything

all the love gone bad turned my world to black
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life

i know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky
but why can't it be, can't it be mine
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