unattached; the deadliest affliction not connected to anything, anyone not owning a reason, to stay to see a glimmer of hope in your friend's smile your father's words your mother's hug nothing it wouldn't be worth it
nothing hurts more than anything the feeling; there is no feeling the thought I'll never think again this complete nothingness that is me there were nights I'd lie awake with tears but nights have passed now I lie awake with fears for my future; the emptiness it contains
water droplets hanging suspended on foggy glass obscuring my vision of a gray, hazy world a dark eternity why do I strain to see out; to the bleak the hopeless still I wipe the glass clean and with seeing forlorn I close my eyes