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 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
A D
5 - 5 cups of coffee, i drowned myself.
4 - 4 times i break down, yet reasons are still unknown.
3 - 3 chapters of book i keep on reading.
2 - 2am here, another day is coming.
1 - 1 reason of living over thousands of ending,
and that's what keeps me going.
i know it's a ****** poem :/ i just really need to get it out. anyway, for those with same situation as i am, take your time :) be patient with yourself. we are doing the best we can.
 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
Sandoval
You
 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
Sandoval
You
I live inside the
moon,

for she is chained
to this earth.

And I am chained
to you.

*Sandoval
 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
AJ Bactol
Sa distansya umusbong ang lahat
Kung paano nagkrus ang ating mga landas
Na sa dinarami-rami ng tao’y ikaw pa
Sa simpleng pagbati mo nagmula

Sa distansya tumibay ang relasyon
Nagpakatatag sa panahong magkalayo
Kinubli ang hirap ng mga pagbabago
Nanahimik sa likod ng maraming tanong

Sa distansya nagsimula ang problema
Kawalan ng tiwala ang naging ugat
Pag-iisip kung nararapat pa bang ipaglaban
At hawakan ang pangakong unting unting nawawala

At sa ‘di inaasahan, sa distansya rin nagtapos
Tumigil nang maniwala sa “Kaya natin ‘to”
Napagkasunduan at magkasamang nagdesisyon
Napagtantong pag-ibig ay ‘di sapat sa isang relasyon
 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
Jane
You should've left me where you found me.

"Why do you love mountains?"
"They're steady and predictable."

I'm yours, now.

"Why do you love the ocean?"
"It's unsteady and unpredictable."

You built a mountain in my heart.

I arose oceans in your spirit.
 Sep 2017 Eiliv Advena
Vale Luna
A heart torn from yours
               I bled.
               Lost
               And lonely
               Soft whimpers
               I cry
                              “If only”
                              “If only”

Alone with my thoughts
               Buried sins
               Too unholy
               My mind
               In decay
                              If only
                              If only

Drunk off of your skin
               You took my soul
               Slowly
               Leaving me
               Hollow
                              If only
                              If only

Locked in self abuse
               I follow
               Too closely
               My own type
               Of torture
                              If only
                              If only

Gone with the wind
               You left me there
               Coldly
               Naked
               And numb
                              If only
                              If only

My blood on your hands
               I died.
               Lost
               And lonely
               I won't
               Say it again
                             "If only"
                              "..."
We only get one life but countless decisions within it
Make a decision today and this decision affects the decision you make later which affects the decision that you will decide when making a decision based on decisions you've made from a decision of a decision that you made before
But no need to fret
It's simply part of the magic that we are all a part of
Decide and decide wisely but know your decisions will decide decisions not yet decided and that is okay
individuals spot her from a distance
sliding down the polished pole,
licking her cherry glossed lips,
she was a sweet beautiful sinner

lonely sad girls aspire to be her
wishing they had the confidence
hungry men with lust filled eyes
contemplate towards sleeping her
but never act on their impulsions

this is her bitter reality
at only eighteen
she has seen things
no young girl
should ever see

- she is a ruined soul
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