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CryBaby Di Nov 2018
You vigorously lash out,
and yell for me to leave.
Pushing me even further away,
because telling me "Come over when you're sober"
is like telling me "You'll see me never."
So either you come over to my place,
or you may as way just tell me
"Goodbye forever."
This was inspired by the iconically legendary, beautiful soul that was Lil Peep. Today is the 1 year anniversary of his tragic death, and I'm still mourning him and honoring his legacy everyday as much as I can. I took his death extremely hard, and he means a greta deal to me and has inspired me in so many positive ways, especially my art and he is a huge part of what's motivated my writing and manifested me into the writer I am today. I'll miss him forever. "Come Over When You're Sober" was the last album he released shortly before his death and part 2 he had pre made already before dying was just released just days ago and it is beautiful of course and everything I ever imagined it to be. Not a single day goes by that I don'r listen to his music, so this is just a little sometime I came up with in honor of him, his music, and my favorite albums.
RIP Peep, you will continue on to "live through your vibe" . Crybaby 4EVER <3
CryBaby Di Oct 2018
Unfortunately,
nothing in this world is pure.
You can give and give until
you've actually given everything,
but they'll still want more.

I've learned long ago that
love is not a cure.
I ask myself,
How many times can one heart
possibly break?..

And with nothing left
after losing everything,
how is it even somehow possible
that from me people continue to take?..

Honestly,
most people don't even know
that I am broken,
or have any idea about just how
damaged I really am,
and the fact that my smiles
are actually fake.

It's not so easy trying to hide all of
this pain behind a pair of big blue eyes.
Although then again,
No one ever really cares or understands
the tears that a CryBaby cries.
CryBaby Di Aug 2018
"Once upon a time,
I wrote Love Poems about
the girls who made me happy.
Nowadays,
I mostly write Love Poems
about the girls who broke me.
These girls I write,
and have written about were always
the greatest inspirations to my poetry.
The girls that I once
wrote Love Poems about
are the same girls that I now
write Love Poems about consistently.
All this time,
I have been the writer
of an endless twisted irony.
The only difference is
that I stopped writing Fairytales,
and started writing reality.."
CryBaby Di Aug 2018
"All of these fatal,
self-destructing thoughts
trapped inside my head..
I was gonna call  
the Suicide Prevention Lifeline ,
but my phone was dead..."
CryBaby Di Aug 2018
"Shot down
in cold blood
with my own gun.
The one
I would have
taken a bullet for,
is the one
that I ended up
taking a bullet from."
CryBaby Di Aug 2018
"She takes cold showers
because she's cold as ice,
and otherwise
she'd probably melt.
Although,
her skin is the warmest
skin I've ever felt."
CryBaby Di Aug 2018
"Such a little hustler u were.
Anything that you wanted you got it by any means.
You have so many goals and dreams,
but they are all motivated by your many many schemes."
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