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Jan 2019 · 1.7k
What I know about you
underestimated Jan 2019
Your birthday is July 10th
Your zodiac sign is cancer
Your favorite colors are purple, yellow, and orange
Your favorite thing in the world are unicorns
You have a pretty complicated family, kind of like me
You are shy but you are outgoing
You love potato chips with cottage cheese
You hate your little sister
Your little sister has the biggest, most impressive collection of squishes that I have ever seen
You're very insecure even though you're the most beautiful girl in the world
You're really good at volleyball
You can sing but you've never sang in front of me
You want to go back to Texas
You are going back to Texas in four months
I wish you wouldn't leave me
I know even more than that...
Jan 2019 · 319
You can have my bed
underestimated Jan 2019
You know I'll stay by your side
Until the day you decide
That you're done with me right

I'll never be done with you
Just don't cross my line
Late night conversations...
Jan 2019 · 208
Monster in my mirror
underestimated Jan 2019
There is a monster in my mirror
And I don't know what to do
I asked my mom to fix it
But she refused
There is a monster in my mirror
It has been there for so long
I asked my uncle to fight it
But he said the monster was too strong
There is a monster in my mirror
It is getting bigger
I asked my grandma to face it
But all she did was shiver
There is a monster in my mirror
It is starting to get darker
I asked my aunt to help me
But it just pushed her farther
The monster in my mirror
Is the only thing that has actually stayed around
So if it stays any longer
I might fall to the ground
The monster is me...
Jan 2019 · 148
The only girl in the world
underestimated Jan 2019
When you walk in a room, everyone looks at you
When you don't come to school, everyone asks for you
When you smile, everyone bows down for you
When you laugh, everyone laughs too
When you talk, everyone listens
But I know that you don't want that
I know you just want to be everyone else
And although they all act like you're their queen
They will never see you the way I see you
Because when you look at me, it feels like you're the only girl in the world
I love you the most...
Jan 2019 · 249
A little protective
underestimated Jan 2019
I gave him the look like I've done with every guy around you
And when they touch you I freak out
I'm just a little protective...
Jan 2019 · 203
I couldn't trade it
underestimated Jan 2019
Man y'all **** me off
But I wouldn't trade any of this for any amount
And honestly sometimes I wish I would
I love y'all...
Jan 2019 · 337
Ummm
underestimated Jan 2019
I got up so you could sit down during lunch today
I don't know what this means
I over analyze too much...
Jan 2019 · 177
Baby don't play me
underestimated Jan 2019
I don't know what you want
But I could give it to you
All you gotta do is tell me what to do
If you want me you have me
Baby don't play me
I'll be waiting...
Jan 2019 · 526
I did it
underestimated Jan 2019
I did it and I like it
And for once I'm not afraid of what people think
I love it...
Jan 2019 · 261
YOLO
underestimated Jan 2019
I'm doing it, there's no going back
You only live once and that's a fact
If people judge me I won't give a crap
I gotta be me and that's a wrap
I'm cutting my hair!!!
Jan 2019 · 195
Maybe I can finally be me
underestimated Jan 2019
Maybe, just maybe I can finally be me
Maybe, just maybe they'll let me be free
And maybe, just maybe I won't be judged
And maybe, just maybe...
I'll finally feel loved
This is something big... I changed my profile...
underestimated Jan 2019
Every time I think I'm over you
You always pull me back
With that look that you give me
That makes me feel like you're the only girl in the world
And she broke your heart like I said she would
And now I can see that you're hurting
And it hurts me
But I've been telling you since the start
That I would never break your heart
But I guess your heart's not mine to break in the first place
I tried to stop loving you...
Jan 2019 · 228
Not me
underestimated Jan 2019
I'm not me
I'm me
But I don't feel right
I never have
I always felt like I was trapped
I'm still trapped
But I'm afraid to escape cause it'll just make things worse
What would people think if they saw the real me?
I wonder if they would still love me...
Jan 2019 · 115
same mistakes
underestimated Jan 2019
Why do I make the same mistakes
over
and
over
and
over
again?
Why can't I just be normal?
Why can't I just do things right the first time?
Or at least the second time?
What the hell is wrong with me?
Still wanna **** myself...Some things never change...
Jan 2019 · 257
Can't wait to see her again
underestimated Jan 2019
It's been too long
And she's my favorite song
That I miss hearing
Something very endearing
It's the song I dance to when I'm alone
But I can't hear it now that I'm home
I miss her very badly
I'll see her soon though, gladly
Can't wait to see her...
Jan 2019 · 298
Just when things get better
underestimated Jan 2019
I'm free from you
But I'm still trapped in this house
With no communication with the outside world
I talk to myself in the mirror
Because I am my only friend
I get yelled at as soon as I wake up
I can't deal with this anymore
Can't wait to go back to school...
Jan 2019 · 274
I'm better
underestimated Jan 2019
I'm dancing in my kitchen
Singing songs from the top of my lungs
I don't need you anymore
And I honestly never did
I'm just going to keep dancing
Because I'm better
I don't need you...
Jan 2019 · 170
Thank God
underestimated Jan 2019
You're gone and I'm sure many people appreciate that
I don't have to worry about coming on this website and dealing with all those hateful, harmful words because she is gone...
underestimated Jan 2019
You say it's for attention
You say we should stop being so dramatic
You say we shouldn't be so sad
We're hurt
You would never understand the pain
This goes to one person in particular on this platform and I think you know who you are...
Jan 2019 · 1.2k
Some people
underestimated Jan 2019
If someone is being kind and saying hi
You should at least have the decency to look them in the eye
Wud up is all I got... Some people man some people...
Jan 2019 · 173
Happy New Year
underestimated Jan 2019
New year
New me
LOL
Happy New Year I guess...
underestimated Dec 2018
They **** your brain
And your heart
And they make your kids feel like
You don't love them anymore
That's just the cold heart truth...
Dec 2018 · 552
Let me live a little
underestimated Dec 2018
I have a few things that make me, me
So please let me keep those to myself
Some things should be kept private...
Dec 2018 · 261
The next time I see her
underestimated Dec 2018
The next time I see her
I will tell her what I feel
I'm moving on and this time it's real
I hope it works out this time
Because the next time I see her
I will see everything
She deserves to be noticed...
Dec 2018 · 273
The next time I see you
underestimated Dec 2018
The next time I see you
I will ignore you
I will treat you like you've treated me this whole time
I don't need you
So the next time I see you
I won't see anything
I've been thinking a lot lately...
Dec 2018 · 1.1k
No worries
underestimated Dec 2018
I've never met someone with no worries
I've never known someone who's that worthy
Worthy of a peace of mind
Worthy enough to be kind
I guess things just get too blurry
Are you worried?
Dec 2018 · 100
pain
underestimated Dec 2018
I long for it
I need it
Is it wrong that I can't move on without
those clean swipes across my wrist?
Is it wrong that I enjoy watching
the blood run down my arm?
Is it wrong that the only way I can calm my anger
is by punching a brick wall until I'm lying on the floor holding my hand waiting for the pain to go away?
Not the pain in my hands but the pain in my heart
Is it wrong that when I'm done, I cover it up and go out and act like everything is fine?
I'm tired of acting
Tell me.
Is it wrong that pain is my best friend?
I need more pain...
Dec 2018 · 953
Starting new
underestimated Dec 2018
New love
New hopes
New dreams
New hobbies
New habits
New year
I cannot go back and relive my life,
But I can move forward and try to be a better person
History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again. - Maya Angelou
Dec 2018 · 167
You're making me angry
underestimated Dec 2018
Stop looking at your phone
Look up at me, I won't leave you alone
Stop talking to her
You'll just get hurt
As if she cares
And if she dares
To break your heart
You'll know I was right from the start
And I will give her a piece of my mind
And I won't be kind
I don't want to worry about you
But unfortunately, I do
I want to be free
But that's not my cup of tea
I'm done for now
I'll be free somehow
I have some time
To spend with my mind
I would like if you were not there
Because I'm tired of you, I swear
Please don't show up in my dreams tonight...
Dec 2018 · 352
Let me sleep
underestimated Dec 2018
Could you let me sleep in peace
Get out of my head
Get out of my dreams
Leave me alone...
Dec 2018 · 294
I'm really trying here
underestimated Dec 2018
Stop smiling
Stop being so perfect
Stop laughing
Stop being so pretty
Stop loving me
Stop pretending
Stop making me love you
Stop ******* me off
Stop making me laugh
I'm trying so hard to forget about you
But you keep coming back
I'm probably gonna dream about you again tonight. I wish you would stay out of my dreams...
Dec 2018 · 184
Thank you
underestimated Dec 2018
You always know how to say the most perfect things
You always know when somethings not right
You know me better than I know me
You teach me the truth
You tell me what I need to hear
Not what I want to hear but what I need to hear
Thank you
For being the best thing that has ever happened to me
Thank you.
Dec 2018 · 151
Funny how things happen
underestimated Dec 2018
It's funny how things happen
Always at the perfect moment
Whether you think it's perfect or not
Soon you see why that happened
And why that happened when it happened
You might hate that it happened
But it happened for reason
Just like the weather
And all of the seasons
Crazy how it happened...
Dec 2018 · 360
Someone new
underestimated Dec 2018
I finally found someone new
I finally found someone better than you
She cares and I like that
You cared but not like that
Her smile beats yours
And I'm happy with my new doors
That I'm opening right now
It's over for you, take a bow
But it was never your fault
I just wasn't the one
You never opened that vault
But I'll stop trying, I'm done
Maybe I'll make it this time...
Dec 2018 · 145
Joy
underestimated Dec 2018
Joy
I'm finding joy
I learned that the only way to find joy,
Is to think about all the good things
Yes there's bad things
But the good things are there to
It's the perfect time and the perfect place
To start finding joy
I'm trying...
Dec 2018 · 321
Closer to you
underestimated Dec 2018
Everything happens for a reason
I made a terrible mistake
But in doing so
I found you again
I'm closer to you than ever before
You really do work in mysterious ways
I'm glad to be closer to you...
Dec 2018 · 154
Hate to see you cry
underestimated Dec 2018
Watching you cry yesterday was like drowning in a pool of your tears
I hated seeing you happy
But now, I wish I could take all those tears and see you smile again
But what were you thinking?
Did you think that you could get away with that?
You weren't in love
You were just entertained
By the idea of someone new
Someone different
But you broke the code
And that's hard to repair
I have to side with her this time
I'm sorry
Don't cry. It pains me to see tears falling down your face. But stop messing things up. Please...
Dec 2018 · 345
I wish I could ignore you
underestimated Dec 2018
I wish I didn't worry about you so much
You look so happy and I'm angry
I wish I wasn't angry
But I want to be the one that makes you happy
I just wish I could ignore you
Let me forget you...
Dec 2018 · 242
Trying my best to smile
underestimated Dec 2018
I want to be happy but my brain won't let me
I feel so guilty for everything I've ever done
I feel like I've ruined everyone's lives
But I think things will be okay
I will just keep fake smiling until soon it is real
Gotta get better...
underestimated Dec 2018
I knew that the happiness wouldn't last
I knew that I would do something to ***** it up
What I didn't know was how fast things would change
One moment I couldn't wipe that stupid smile off my face
I was laughing, having fun
The next moment I lost everything
Crying nonstop
All because of the stupid mistakes I made
No one realizes how much I hate myself
I hate myself. I want to be better. I want to make things better...
Dec 2018 · 192
close to death
underestimated Dec 2018
I don't want to be alive anymore
I am a bad person
I cannot live
I cannot change the way people view me
I cannot change the way people treat me
I want to be better
I want them to know that I'm trying to be better
Losing my will to live...
underestimated Dec 2018
My hand would fit perfectly cupped around your face
Your heart could fill my last empty space
My whole world pauses when we embrace
You are my missing puzzle piece
But I can't have you
My hands are cupped around his face
He is occupying my empty space
While you are crying about someone who doesn't love you
Someone who doesn't deserve you
I need to stop thinking about you
He deserves the space in my heart, you will never fill that space...
Dec 2018 · 265
Good times
underestimated Dec 2018
Spending the weekend with my favorite people
Can't wait to be where I can be me
Free of all judgement
With them I'm my happiest
Pillow fights, staying up all night
Scary movies and spilling tea
I hope I never have to leave
And that's the tea sis! -Sarah
Dec 2018 · 352
Lunchtime of a lifetime
underestimated Dec 2018
Spent my lunchtime with you today
It's crazy how everything falls into place
We cuddled while you helped me with my homework
I never thought that this could work
You make me happy
I'm still confused about many things
But I know that this was a lunchtime of a lifetime
You light me up babe...
Dec 2018 · 216
Happy at last
underestimated Dec 2018
I'm happy
Because you're here
It's a weird feeling
A foreign feeling in a sense
I like it
But I'm afraid to lose it
It's okay because I'm happy
If I lose it so what
It was fun while it lasted
Thank you
For being my one source of happiness
Thanks babe...
Dec 2018 · 163
I hope loving me is easy
underestimated Dec 2018
I can be crazy
I can be mean
I can be clingy
And caught in between
But I am there
For you
I swear
I'll try to be better everyday
But please don't get up run away
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You're worth my while
My other half
I hope you feel the same about me
I hope loving me is easy
Trying again. Hope we can both be better this time...
Dec 2018 · 322
Heat of the moment
underestimated Dec 2018
I get mad
And I say things that I later regret
Wish I wouldn't do that
Dec 2018 · 154
Caught in the middle
underestimated Dec 2018
I'm caught in the middle
I'm trapped in between
This is always happening
I'm constantly surrounded by emotions
Mine your his hers
I'm constantly giving my devotion
To both sides
Can't tell which one is right
I'm caught in the middle of both things I like
Caught in the middle of friends in a fight
I want a break I want an answer
Lord, please give me the answer
Which one should I choose
I have so much to lose
Is it just an excuse?
I hate being stuck in the middle...
Dec 2018 · 202
Here to stay
underestimated Dec 2018
I'm not going anywhere
We can work things out
We always do
This only makes us stronger
I love the way things are even though they are far from perfect...
Nov 2018 · 372
The quiet house
underestimated Nov 2018
Now we exchange few words
Now we don't even make eye contact
Now I jump when you set a plate beside me
Now I feel alone
Now I know I am alone
Now my best friend is my writing
Now the earth has officially forgotten that I exist
No more words of love only of resentment
Now the house is quiet
Can't pick your family...
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