Debanjana Saha
Debanjana Saha
9 hours ago

I miss you once, twice and thrice as you remain away.
I know I am difficult and won't tell you to understand..
I wish I could let you inside my mind that
how much it has been through..
I can't blame you for treating me too well
But understand that I hardly get treated well.
I am accustomed to roughness, quite opposite to my nature.
Sweetness makes me doubt,
I was once tender but now I have lost of all me to depart.
I won't tell you to understand,
As I too can't understand myself too well!
You remain away, that's okay but come back once you are calm..
Its been a while that I have spoken with you well.
Hoping that you will bury your anger beneath the land,
And be back with your ever cherishing smile.

A friend of mine, treats me too well which I'm unable to digest. In this rough world sweetness becomes a matter of doubt. somehow I stay away from them not knowing what to do.
#anger   #doubt   #friendship   #away   #smile   #understand   #calm  

I got it
I finally understand
it was never you that I wanted
but instead
the drama that you presented
some would even call it a plot conflict
You see, I'm a writer
I see the world through different eyes
eyes that sometimes aren't mine
so sometimes
my mind is taken over
and my thoughts, they stray

I'm a hopeless romantic
but that doesn't equate
I've never before been so afraid
of my own self
of the words that could come out
because I understand,
and now I have to learn to separate
the who I am from the who I create
it's exhausting being me every single day
the fantasies pop up and leave me dismayed
always in a sour mood, unsure of who I am
of the choices I've made

a line has been drawn and I'm sticking too it
I know that these thoughts aren't me, but lighter fluid
and it's me that holds the power
the lighter only a tool
passion is fire
my inspiration is crude

been toying with this idea for a while
#poetry   #passion   #afraid   #mind   #line   #inspiration   #understand   #writer   #drawn   #spilt  
Meg Howell
Meg Howell
7 days ago

His voice was muffled

He rang,
I answered

Each word he said came with a crackle and the loss of a letter

To me, it didn't matter that I couldn't hear every word he said

To me, he spoke so I would I understand

And I did,
even through the distortion

And every time he spoke,
he meant 'I love you'

#love   #words   #listen   #hear   #power   #spoke   #speaking   #understand   #phone   #distortion  
Chloe Chapman
Chloe Chapman
7 days ago

How can I understand others so easily, yet form no connection to them?
There are parts of me which are so foreign to others that they cannot comprehend me.
There are parts of me that are so similar to others that they form a connection with me.
I cannot [will not] reciprocate this.
I am entirely wrapped up in my own self, yet still I am Lost in the sea of everyone else.

APATHY: no connection to others
NARCISSISM: self obliterates others
CO-DEPENDENCE: others obliterate self
EMPATHY: connection and understanding
Chloe Chapman
Chloe Chapman
7 days ago

How can you know me,
    When you've only seen my skin
There is not way
    I could possibly portray
    More than a distorted fragment
        Of the twisted universe
            That resides inside my head.

I try  my dear,
    Oh how hard I try!
But it is futile you see,
    For how can I form words
        To convey who I am
When I myself
Do not even understand
Who I Have Become.

#i   #you   #me   #skin   #know   #myself   #dear   #who   #understand   #portray  

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Do you understand it now?
Or have you become blind along with your deafness?

Please, hear me now
April
April
Mar 20

I hope people truly understand
I'll talk to them if they speak first
I'll respond in a nice manner.

Kinda like a haiku, but, a couple syllables off.... :/ Oh well.
#first   #haiku   #speak   #nice   #understand   #manner  
April
April
Mar 19

A little while back I tried to overdose,
Only because the thought of me made me feel super gross,
If I look back on it,
I understand why I did it,
But I can't explain to others,
They think I'm crazy,
They think I did it for attention,
They think I want something other than death,
They think, they think, they think,
That's just it,
They only think,
They don't know.

Just, a poem about me... :/ :/ :/ Meh
somewon
somewon
Mar 5

i thought what to write about
since
my mind is not going for spring break
any sooner
yet i know where to start

it should be about her this time

ever felt a feeling
where you can't say much
about a certain thing
since you're so sure of yourself
that it won't ever be enough?

well
she's got me feeling that way
& i dont know how you do it debby

but being a non biological 4824 miles away
sister
made me feel whole once again

and i'm forever grateful

#friend   #miles   #talk   #she   #distance   #whole   #understand   #grateful   #whatsapp   #debby  

A contradiction.
An anomaly.
Representing everything I am and everything I want to be.
My passion in the afternoon, followed by my silence in the evening.
It'd take you a lifetime to understand me.

#want   #passion   #and   #silence   #you   #me   #understand   #contradiction   #lifetime   #anomaly  
 
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