Have you ever just stopped for a second and said "wait!", "what was that again?"
You're familiar with the warmth, the floating feelings, the butterflies.
You remember how happy you were, how happy you might have been until the clock says times up and woke up.
The thought still hunts you, in your dreams, places, every single thing reminds you of him.
There is always those sudden three seconds of "wait! somethings missing" kind of feeling, guess there's something wrong.
Your heart knows it fully well, you lack something.
Something important, something really special, a four letter word you keep denying ever since... love, L-O-V-E love.
You badly need a dose of it and yet here you are pretending like its nothing, you're ok and can still continue to do so.
Ask me what love is again, I believe you might have forgotten but please don't tell me you don't need it
Please don't feign ignorance on this topic, you've suffered years from it, it's the exact reason you can't give it easily to someone else. You can't move on , you still haven't moved on! why?
Because you're STUPID ENOUGH TO LET GO OF SOMEONE WHOSE PRACTICALLY THE ONLY PERSON THAT COULD GIVE YOU THE VERY DEFINITION YOU NEED ABOUT LOVE! and yes you let him go.