I know this feeling is just a lack of dopamine,
Believe me when I say I'm trying
Trying to find some dopamine
To motivate me...
What are heavy? sea-sand and sorrow:
What are brief? today and tomorrow:
What are frail? Spring blossoms and youth:
What are deep ? the ocean and truth.
Brown and furry
Caterpillar in a hurry,
Take your walk
To the shady leaf, or stalk,
Or what not,
Which may be the chosen spot.
No toad spy you,
Hovering bird of prey pass by you;
Spin and die,
To live again a butterfly.
People ruin cities for me and next thing I know, I'm taking the longest route home.
I loved chocolate covered strawberries til someone told me that they remind them of me.
I think of all the sweet words that once made my heart melt... It's as cold as stone now and I cringe at the thought of someone calling me "their baby". Don't.
I'd rather have no one adore me than to have feelings for people who just ignore me.
How can an empty heart feel so heavy?
I am an endless void
People poor their overflowing problems into me... I'm full.
Please find another parcel to contain them,
Overwhelming and suffocating feelings that are not my own, but emotions of others pain.
One more word to spill and I surely will collapse.
Please tell me I'm worth being loved
as much as I love others.
Tell me I deserve to be treated better than what I settle for.
That these tears to will fade like the heartache I once more bare across my face.
I am so tired...tired of losing this game called "love" and being cheated out of my kindness.