"thaught" poems
tonight i cut an angel,
her heart in my palm beating away. her words echoing in my brain, theyd been there all along, such beautiful soft words, words that mattered, words that cared , words that helped , words that pushed me up and onwards
tonight i cut an angel,
her trust was as strong as steel in me, even when mine felt soft as yarn, she allways believed and faught for me without sense and without judgment
even when her sword was too dull to cut and too heavy to swing
her armor was so broken there was no point in wearing it,
but she wore it for me
tonight i cut an angel,
she is more beautiful then i deserve,more caring then i thaught possible, but frailer then rice paper.
she will allways love me, even when i hurt her, she would stand and smile and sow the hole in her heart closed again
tonight i cut an angel,
she wanted what was best, she knew what was best, she allways had and allways would, but my heart was beating to fast, my head was to strong. i screamed and faught and squeezed razors into the heart in my palm
tonight i cut an angel.
and now ill pray that to god he will send her back
L.G
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
It's simple it's short
the main drug you snort
pumped hyped your proud,
next dumped in the croud.
Lifted Drifted out like a cloud .
Puff this it's cherry my main ***** that mary
out with a ducey took off with ya lucey
one shot six shot guzzlin like it's juice
"G"
Got that molly, So call me
$et it we'll ball see.
Drugs over hugs,
we don't need them thugs,
thass what I got thaught never baught
Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 1:48 PM UTC
"Poisonous" -kaitlyn warnken
I live in a grey and white world were i dont always get to see the sun, so I was in The flower garden.
In the garden, I noticed a flower from the distance that was full of color that I couldve never see before. A color your reality would call pink.
Oh how it was a poisonis flower, but to me this flower was beautiful.
I wanted to take it home all for myself. It showed me things i could never see before. I wanted to watch this flower grow. I needed colors and I learned that day that my love for pink was strong which soon became my only and favorite color. I like all flowers, but only I could see the pink in this flower. to the sky I wish all flowers could be pink, but in a world grey and white.. One was a miracle.
Oh how I loved this flower.
But Momma always told me not to pick the pretty flowers... Because They would die...
And daddy always told me to stay away from poisonis things becausw I would get hurt...
But in my world grey and white, I didn't want to leave the only thing that could bring color into my life, the only color I could see. So I sheltered the flower... And ate their leaves the leaves the flower gave to me.
Oh what a poisonis flower...
...Oh what a poisonis flower...
'I think I'm awake now. Ive never seen a place like this before were Everythings colorful.
Why am i grey?
Am i going insane?
Where is my flower?
Where is my flower?
Where is my flower...?
I didn't understand what was going on.
This flower gave me color and I just wanted to have my flower back.. I Dropped to my knees and cried in the green grass and asked the sky with a tear in my eye..
"How could somewhere so beautiful feel so ugly without my flower?..."
Im so grey. It didn't matter if the world saw color anymore... In my eyes it didnt matter anymore.
Nothing mattered anymore. My life faded black and I just wanted to wake up.
I felt like i was dreaming.'
I could feel the poison leaving my body and by this point I woke up.
When I opened my blood shot red eyes and lifted my sore body... I could see my flower.
I looked at myself and I was full of color!
I was pink! Just like my flower!.
I thaught, 'Oh what a poisonis flower
Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 2:43 PM UTC
My heart will steal,
my words you'll feal,
right in side you're hope will Heal,
Just get through it,
you can do it,
hold on tite or you'll just lose it.
don't go mad inside just sad?
keep your sane and diss the lame
life's a game so look for fame
help some hearts and get the name
speak lit low and help them know
peace is hear for them to glow
take a walk and feal my talk..
see it played your'e favorit show
led the way with my gold chalk..
forget the bad of past you had,
make new be glad,
your'e tuff You're Rad,!
that pain that hole
often thaught of takes control
that mess that loss that empty goal,
thinkin back that costly toal,
It's your road And it's your choice,
make some sound to hear your voice,
down the path be strong its bumpy,
hear my song and don't be grumpy,
not alone,
stood felt like stone,
full rock hard ,
I'm sure no **** my words sock hard,....
[you had felt it so you delt it,
never grew a heartless clue,
I choose nice for your rude lies,
lookin over in despize,
fought the stress don't need a mess
for caught up in you're knot ties.
statin truth nor fantasize
feel it first before criticize,]
you know your heart has just be grown.
You were tuff when **** got ruff,
bin there done that know the stuff
as it seams those memory dreams
thew away,
oh day by day,
hears your luck it blew my way,
with your heart
"click heal restart"
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Jesse Mckush
Arrywillbeloved2013© copy right protected
May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 7:03 PM UTC
You take there pride, there roar,
what goar..
You take there skin and get some win?
take that shot,
oh whatta sin
there sold just bought.
that thaught must rot..
there little cubs chopped down to nubs,
oh why oh why,
you'd join there clubs You take the time.
to aim for gone,
good by nature, Sorrow spirit, they so wrong
last lion song..
May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 3:06 PM UTC
The perfect child I used to be went to play one day.
she went down this road so very slow,
and ran into a tree.
She woke up later in a strangers house
sitting by the christmas tree.
Oh the fire, Oh the horror, oh what happened to me.?
The pretty little dress around her waist Didn't cover much
Just the nessesities.
her hands were bound behind her back
oh what happened to me?
Just then a man came to her.
"oh darling Don't worry, Don't worry I am not that mean."
he said oh so quietly. to me.
he gave me some water and I fell asleep
I wake to him ********** me Oh, what happened to me?
I couldn't see
I couldn't move
I could only feal what was happening to me
Hours it felt so painful to me, My heart was broken in three.
my body went numb so slowly I could't breath,
Slowly so, so slowly something trickled down me,
Oh. whats happening to me?.
Just when I thaught it couldn't get worse he whispered so quietly to me.
"I've opened your'e eyes so look close although you have none have fun with my son"
and he left me with his son ,
he hit me. he bit me. and oh so more
Then I heard a click and he cut me so very slowly
all over me he slid the knife, Intill everything went black and I died.
written by savannah rawdon just turned twelve
May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 8:07 PM UTC
I guess it's the end of my need for some ****
I guess all I got is thid lsd
Gee,
but really what care,
I'm not even hear
teleport to the couch,
met a pink bear,
he ate all my hair,
**** In my eye he cussed not to cry,
MR BEAR!
mr bear
you think I wont trip?
one hell of a fry,
YOU **** IN MY EYE!
back to the room bad trip oh woah doom,
hit my head 'Jingle~
;oh yea and I'm single
hey mr. spider, lend me your lighter
back in an hour,
I thaught you died in the shower?.
itsy? bitsy? ,
I'm just rather ditsy..
wait why am i wet?.......................
all for one bet,
;)_ jesse mckush
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 9:33 PM UTC
Child hood,
growin good,
makin bad I always had,
me i got,
free I thaught,
never wanna grow old
never wanna grow cold,.
I had me an imagination jump from the top,
when I'd fall I'd just never stop
I hit the ground was so gray,
heard no sound left mother cray,
when I had her now she's strained
got a hubby heart it drained,
has no word her head de brained,
got no mommy till this day,
got a shelter,
bed I lay,
I just think so hard to blink
got me adderall can't be mad at all
lets me know this world,
Be loe..........
I miss my jane we plan to mary when she dips my mind gets scary
its so wack to watch this show,
wanna dip glow be some fairy.
still stuck in my world ms. peter pan
I'm just lost on my cheater plan....
to move on,
with me,
got my lost feal,
moms coss.
Helpa with the move
imma toss.......
Jesse Mckush facebook
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 3:43 PM UTC
The perfect child I used to be went to play one day.
she went down this road so very slow,
and ran into a tree.
She woke up later in a strangers house
sitting by the christmas tree.
Oh the fire, Oh the horror, oh what happened to me.?
The pretty little dress around her waist Didn't cover much
Just the nessesities.
her hands were bound behind her back
oh what happened to me?
Just then a man came to her.
"oh darling Don't worry, Don't worry I am not that mean."
he said oh so quietly. to me.
he gave me some water and I fell asleep
I wake to him ********** me Oh, what happened to me?
I couldn't see
I couldn't move
I could only feal what was happening to me
Hours it felt so painful to me, My heart was broken in three.
my body went numb so slowly I could't breath,
Slowly so, so slowly something trickled down me,
Oh. whats happening to me?.
Just when I thaught it couldn't get worse he whispered so quietly to me.
"I've opened your'e eyes so look close although you have none have fun with my son"
and he left me with his son ,
he hit me. he bit me. and oh so more
Then I heard a click and he cut me so very slowly
all over me he slid the knife, Intill everything went black and I died.
jessica applegate my sister has theee copy
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 7:25 PM UTC
We got the ocean breeze and the seven seas.
humming birds and buzzing bees
plant's and creatures
the beauty features .
farmers armer's and those midnight charmers
we have food not hard to search for,
kids who have to line at church door's
there'e are stores to by our sneekers others off to be a tweeker.
we get clean drinks with out no kinks it's the U.S.A with out no pay.
with a clean head, and a nice bed.
some call it lucky to live in a shed...
a different country roomate with a monkey ,
roof made of hay the dirt bed a lay.
we live like survivors , we search for our dinners , how is it made to be u.s.a winners?
with you're cool cars and movie stars,
you get ocupied ,
and well supplied...
what a cool plate i'd wish for in fate
you have you're singers we eat with our fingers.
you roll those dice and hope for some nice,
lets go find dinner and cope with some rice....
Look who's at bat and serving at war,
you're lifes just so hard with you're one choor.
I want MY MONEY!!!
HA!
thats shit's just funny...
_---Look at this world--
with a breef glance ,
Think of it more then some school dance.
May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 3:12 PM UTC
I can see no Islands
Across the glittering sea
My mind is alone within itsself
Playing among the sands
No thaught, no reason
Only feeling, in sepia light
Everything is distant and dreamy
Like a smile from long ago
The nagging emptiness
drowned out by shimmering birdsong
the feelings of dread engulfed
by something worse
Beauty so sinister
A dark whispering among the lights
painful euphoria
and the urge to escape
I washed up here again
so soon after I built my raft and set sail
Hypnotised by the sound of crashing waves
on the island of the lotus eaters
Nov 13, 2010
Nov 13, 2010 at 3:56 PM UTC
I thaught:
I am getting over the heart attacks
then I watched:
I, Daniel Blake
1917
Nov 20, 2022
Nov 20, 2022 at 3:35 AM UTC
when life lays low no truth stay high.
when they sing i sit and cry,
tore up mess lost kiss sad hug leaning towards the glory mugg ....... SHot * want to know feal free too show,.
twisted truth lays low you know,. deap dead thaught's just want to glow'
it brakes you down as if that clown.
,,,
by the way clown's are different, they get the bad impressions of people that don't really focus on silly things i guess, = ]
they go out of their way to get the attention of people that have time to laugh,
.....the real life....
My life,
Hate, it.
loved it till the moment
Dec 21, 2012
Dec 21, 2012 at 12:07 AM UTC
I know the game with out my name,
****** get the fame boii thiss ***** lame.,
in this world whats left to blame.
all this fake!
built up feals great?.
your at steak cause you're too late...
You took my plate with my meat heart and you ate it....
like dude,
you ate it.
it's behind me it's in side you.
it's my making .
you your FAKING.
yes.
Yes..
YES!. you tookit . _ .
bless bless bless. YOU BOOKIT
***** fit yuu tookit >_<.
When i was loe, .... mind to flow, you mutch too blow cuz ..
YOU
waz-a *** haha :)
and. when i was High back in my fligh
there was no sorrow for yOOO to barrow..
whatever tho I got doe ,
1 more thing, YOU. Need. To. Know.
steal my thaught and you'll get shot,
i am me and can't be baught :)
.
.
says the white girl that wants to be a rapper ha. ha...
Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 6:27 PM UTC
HELP THE AGED,
THEY HELPED US,
THINK OF THE AGED,
THEY THAUGHT OF US,
SEARCH THE AGED,
THEY SEARCHED FOR US,
LISTEN TO THE AGED,
THEY LISTENED TO US,
LOOK AFTER THE AGED,
THEY LOOKED AFTER US,
FORGIVE THE AGED,
THEY FORGAVE US,
TAKE CARE OF THE AGED,
THEY HAVE TAKEN CARE OF US ,
LOVE AND MISS THE AGED,
THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE AN WATCH OVER US,
NEVER MISS US.
Mar 5, 2010
Mar 5, 2010 at 2:06 PM UTC
I usually spend hours and days
Trying to figure out something
That could have just taken
Me minutes to remember
See the message you convey
Is beyond what I thaught
This earth could offer.
"You are out of space"
Those are the words that I
Usually say when I'm staring at
Your picture,your beautiful face
Glowing out in the dark,locked up
In this four walled room,soul
Chattered and torn,hoping
That I could feel your presence
Next to me,longing to hear your
Voice,because everytime you open
Your mouth,I imagine of heaven,and it
Feels like I'm right next to God
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 2:07 AM UTC
Can be good, can be bad
But oftenly sad.
A past we once had,
A time I can't bring back.
Your voice keep ringing in my head,
When will this ever end?
Is this what I get?
For loving you till the end...
I trusted you,
I thaught you were true...
Why didn't I saw through,
Your love that is too few.
Oh how silly
For you I still worry
Burden I no longer carry
But my chest is still heavy.
Everything I see
Reminds me of what we used to be
Still hoping for you to be with me
Even knowing it could never be.
I've been so depressed
This must be the greatest
Putting my sanity into test
I hope it will be less.
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 8:34 AM UTC
The evil in me always living in me
Its like i have a seed slowly growing in me. I can't stop its pattern I say right it says wrong. How can i stop its system when im starting to enjoy its doings. It helps me choose between using ma heart's choice and mind's thaught in life. Im like a child growing knowing only dead thaught i can never imagine heaven's light if this thing is in me its in me its in you its in all of us.
I am living with the evil in me
Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 1:37 AM UTC
My eyes glow high red
can't help but only write
my mind full of regrets
like i haven't lived for a day
sorrow inside my heart like
a mother who lost his son
why me?
is this the forever you've promised?
all you ever wanted was only gains
gain like you were taxing,
like a 3pm anophele on my neck
holding me with a pretty smile
like you loved me.
all your i can'ts and i won'ts
was full of lies
and you left me with
innumerable sorrows
because i loved you
i didn't know that you was
playing me like a tennis ball
with a deadly fictional
selfishness,
while
i thaught that we was like
covalent bonds,
maybe it was meant to be,
and for now
i'm refraining back to who
i used to be before you demolished
me like what cruck did to green
even if it's cumbersome
remember!
my God always win.
Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 8:38 AM UTC
my love blossoms like,
flowers in autumn,
being caressed by the sun,
yellow flourished and having fun,
like a mother and her elder son,
i don't know how this has begun,
but i'm sure it'll never end up by a gun,
at my first sight ,
i thaught i'd aught to fight,
but in your dark black eyes,
i found there a worth try,
even if i was needy and shy,
i'm a lyon of 27 july,
and i was able to magnify,
my feeling and fly,
i'm delightful for your solitude,
cause we're made in same mood,
like twins at their crawling stage,
cause we are kind not savages,
from now and then,
i promise to be with you,
till the end of our mission.
Jun 23, 2018
Jun 23, 2018 at 2:03 PM UTC
Women have always been superheroes, but we have been thaught that invisibility is the only power we have.
Women have always been powerful, but only as long as a man was deciding that.
Women have always used their mouth, but only if it was used to kiss, to praise or to smile.
Women have always been beautiful, but only if someone else was deciding that.
Women have always made history, but it is the actions of their sons that we talk about.
Women have always been smart, but our inteligence was mostly used to hide.
Women have always been warriors,
women have always been soldiers,
women are not meant to be silent.
women are not meant to be loud.
Because, we are daughters of the universe, we are children of the unknown, we are our mothers and our daughters.
We are withches, we are princesses, we are timeless.
I refuse to be burdened with guilt,
I refuse to carry the expectations of some imposible thing.
I vow to be always like Eve,
To bite what I shouldn’t have,
To speak what I shouldn’t know.
To be always in the lookout for truth,
To understand knowledge.
I vow to keep making more mistakes,
To scream the secrets that aren’t meant to be told.
To break the prision of what we call paradise.
Because now I understand that my blood is one with the earth, one with man and one with myself.
Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 10:27 PM UTC
My ****** gave me an sti
I thought the trauma was over
I thaught i could begin to heal
I thaught wrong
My ****** gave me chlamydia
Chlamydia...
My ****** gave me clamidia
Yet i am the one who feels the shame, the guilt and the pain
Jan 7, 2019
Jan 7, 2019 at 6:26 PM UTC