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My ****** gave me an sti
I thought the trauma was over
I thaught i could begin to heal
I thaught wrong

My ****** gave me chlamydia
Chlamydia...
My ****** gave me clamidia
Yet i am the one who feels the shame, the guilt and the pain
Hey so I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
Maybe if I hadn’t dressed so inappropriately
maybe if I had stayed downstairs
Maybe its my fault and I should have behaved better.

I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
I pushed him away and he said I was just teasing him
I said no and he said I was playing hard to get
I fight back and he laughs me off

I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
I tried to push him off and he just pushed me back harder
Hands on my shoulders holding me down
I should have known better
I should have faught harder
Now Im trapped I cant escape

I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
I wanted to run but he was on-top of me,
inside me,
he was in complete control of me.
I lay, still waiting for the nightmare to end

I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
After a while he finished and left the room
This was my chance.
RUN
I cant move
he no longer has to hold me down im frozen in place
Why cant I just...
RUN

I think I just got *****
He was someone I know
I try to grab my clothes and run but i cant stop shaking
In he comes like nothing has happened and asks what’s wrong?  
like an echo of my life I say Im fine.

I just got *****
He was someone I know
I say im fine but im not fine.
I just got *****
He is someone I know.
Based on the letter I wrote to myself to process what had just happened a few hours earlier
Every ounce of me burns
Like ash i feel ***** and grey
My head is filled with the ash of my happiness
I cant see though this fog of pain
Will it ever end?

— The End —