"fvcking" poems
You burned me
We smelled like Mary and Jane
I laughed hard
Dug my nails in deep
As I writhed in pain
I was too quiet
But I screamed too loud
You didn't care
We were like fvcking kings
Living in a cloud
You tied me up
So I could stay resting in bed
Lied to me
Betrayed by a kiss too is how
Jesus ended up dead
Aug 31, 2021
Aug 31, 2021 at 9:49 PM UTC
If you go, you go, you don't come back.
It's like Tupac being resurrected,
returning to rap.
The door of my life is always creaked open a little.
I trust too many,
people play me like the Fiddle.
But what's the answer to this riddle?
When will it be solved?
It's like I'm the prey
and I'm in between a lion's Jaws.
I mean we all have flaws,
no one's perfect.
Society fvcking with people,
boys telling girls to "twerk it".
Is this how things are now?
Everyone wants fame.
People can't remember Nakia,
I'm No Name.
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 7:27 AM UTC
Will you let us ****
Under the moon
where we lay our hands to each other
whispering loud noises of our heartbeats
colliding as our chest gets close to each other?
will you let me kiss those lips of yours
both horizontal and vertical ones?
Will you let me hear that wonderful sound
of your moan
as the night let the wolves howl in jealousy
of the love we make?
Let me hear you scream of my name
for the night is ours
and tomorrow
we're not the same.
This just a dream.
As the Sun rise
I'll wake up
knowing you are never mine.
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 9:59 AM UTC
no mercy?
no mercy?
how can you say that when we have been through everything that you see
and we still chose to stay?
how can you say i have no mercy when i only stick around from the goodness of my heart?
how can you say that i have no mercy when all i do is think and do for you
all i want is to make you happy
how can you forget that i am constantly being mowed down?
no fvcking mercy?
Mar 20, 2024
Mar 20, 2024 at 2:21 AM UTC
You will get
fvcking easily dameged
day by day
in your feelings.
Sometimes
people do not care about
who you are.
And sometimes
people care about you
because they have the same feeling with you.
They just want to know
what you feel
but they do not care
what you do after.
You just feel your feeling
by feeling your feeling
day by day
until you do not feel
again
and again
that you are feeling
every sadness
every madness
everything you feel
you are nothing
about you.
Sometimes
you want to die
but dying do not solve your problems.
Anxiety is like you feel dizzy
in your head when you do nothing
but the atmosphere like want to **** you
bit by bit and you feel in your lungs step by step.
Sometimes you feel nothing.
In feeling nothing
you feel you are real.
The real creature that is you.
You deserve to be happy
one day,
and when you get it,
there is nothing
to care again
about what you feel
in the past.
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 6:17 PM UTC
I'm not your fvcking best friend.
Is friend-zoning the new trend?
Sorry, I didn't mean to offend...
but, can I ever win?
So you're telling me those long nights of talking
were all fake and pretend?
Will this broken heart of mine
ever mend?
This isn't hard to believe.
Maybe I should throw myself into the deep end,
so the sharks can feed.
Go ahead, stand there and watch me profusely bleed.
You've got your soil, your water, just plant that seed.
Enjoy your garden, pull me out
I'm just the weeds.
Love is blind.
I need to love at my own pace.
Maybe this is the wrong time
but I'm in the right place...
Hopeless romantic, that's what they say,
I figured there was never going to be a "we".
Wow, this really ruined my day.
Guess you two were meant to be.
Now I'm left with the one and only me.
Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 7:20 AM UTC
I understand
I hurt you
You did not deserve that
But I did not deserve this too
What, you ask?
YOU PLAGIARIZING MY POEMS
Everytime I read yours, I gasp
Those were my children, my words
STOP COPYING ME
Can you not think of something original?
True, you alter it subtly
But those bullets are obviously from my arsenal
Some might say that I should be proud
For you drew your inspiration from mine
But gods, I am those kids' dad
I fvcking have the copyright
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 2:36 AM UTC
***Ber months probably got him going
The lack of warmth and the upcoming winter
Though without snow
Got him in the mood
He got his pen out
Writes numerous twists on the plot
Changing the dull, routinary daily life
Into an action-packed comedy-drama genre with a slice of heist
I wonder how he looks like as he smirks in amusement
From the roller coaster and everyday torment
He casts upon me
Is it self-satisfying, you fvcking sadist?
I am a writer, too
It's karma, no?
Shall I extract revenge on my characters?
Vengeance is so sweet, it's time for another update***
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 8:29 PM UTC
It's a paradox
You're not fvcked up
But someone fvcked you up
You become fvcked up
So you fvcked someone up
And that someone becomes fvcked up
And will eventually **** someone up
Until everyone in this fvcking world becomes fvcked up
And we all end up in a fvcking fvck-radox
Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
A love that can easily be mine
It's already in my hand
All I had to do was to grasp
But it was left undone
A love that came back
It still won't come true but
It was still in my hand
And I was taken aback
Being the weakling that I am,
My heart wavered and I was shaken
To the past, I felt regret
To the present, I felt guilt
And now I'm stuck
Which way? Left or right?
And since I can't decide
I am dropping them all, leaving nothing behind
Go! Go all away!
Leave me be for this is where I'll stay
In the middle of nowhere is my imprisonment
To the future, I feel nothing
Love? I won't ever fvcking wish for it
Just let those love I've let go to find it instead
Let them find peace, and maybe someday forgiveness
At my sanity's expense
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 2:58 AM UTC
It's a paradox
You're not fvcked up
But someone fvcked you up
You become fvcked up
So you fvcked someone up
And that someone becomes fvcked up
And will eventually **** someone up
Until everyone in this fvcking world becomes fvcked up
And we all end up in a fvcking fvck-radox
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 3:07 AM UTC