the evening rolls in
clouds of pink and purple
the sound smells like roses
the ground purrs when i pet it
touching the soft grass in bare feet
my skin glows with life
my rings are just a blessing that i don't need
i make no sense right now
but i feel content so
i must make sense
the wet pavement sounds like summer
i think i'm in love with you
i can feel your energy
can see it
so i think
i'm in love with you
I lay in the embrace
Of the grass,
As my heart
To absorb the light,
The celestial glory,
From the heavenly
abode of stars,
Above me, in the sky.
I wanna dance in the light with the brightest star.
His dark eyes, vast and vibrant like the night sky.
I fall deep inside them completely mesmerized.
A trance so bitter sweet, even the most sincere melancholy falls to my feet.
And the truest sorrow must admit defeat.
I want to drown in his embrace.
My heart sinks every time I see his face.
He is such a splendor to my dreaming eyes.
His smile like the sunrise
His calm so divine.
Like constellations drawn upon the earth, our souls merge as our bodies entwined.
But these moments don’t last, falling away
like the sands if time.
Undid my hopes a little more
Piece by warping puzzle piece
Hacking away at innocence and
Recalling this now,
Is it really any wonder that I
Can't tell euphoria from satisfaction?
Toss me a coffee and a word and I'll write you a poem <3
if I was brave enough id tell you exactly how I feel
"Hey, I like you a lot, like a lot, a lot, maybe even love but I'm not quite sure yet. Don't ask me why because I'm not quite sure yet. Actually scratch that. I know exactly why. you make me feel all these emotions. happy, sad, angry, euphoric. all these feelings I've never felt before, you make me feel. every time I look at you I see and feel colours that don't even exist. seeing your smile makes me smile. the thought of losing you makes me tremble. your hugs send shivers down my spine. i know I barely know you and we haven't known each other but I really, really want you in my life for a long time. yeah, I like you a lot, I get it if you don't feel the same though."
and that is exactly what I'd tell him
I hope i do one day
Physically i’m immune
To those lucid dreams of just you
A star gazed night of love so blue
Darling you make me anew
Your eyes shine so bright I recognize the truth
A glistened glare so hostile and ruth
You care so much it leaves you confused
And I remember it all because it represents you
Your skin so soft and pure
With a tint of ecstasy feeling nerves
Has my emotions passionately increased
As I think of you and your beautiful being
I see remorse and care in the most mystifying ways
As I look at you on your different days
When the moon protects the sun as night
I reminisce your heart when its near mine
Your choice in beliefs and expressions
Has surely put me under the virtuous impression
Of you being so satisfied of your livelihood
Of you including me in your life for the greater good
You make me feel so euphoric and delight
My eyes glimmer of glee when you smile so bright
So contagious and yearning I’d beg for your soul
Only because I know the greatness it beholds
When the universe seems distraught in our behaviour
And it pokes holes in love to discredit our nature
I look to you for comfort in support and strength
And there you are against the world for us and our romance
Never would I ever give up on your aura
Your heart is a desirability, you are my pandora
Loving you is the most greatest warmth
My love you are the light of my storm
Press your lips against mine
And let us allow time to take a rest
As the reds and greens of the traffic lights
Caress our cheeks while we pass silently in the night.
I’ll let you take my hand in one of yours
And I’ll let you hold my heart in the other.
Breathless. Light. Euphoric.
I am drowning in the taste of you.
And I can't help but find myself
Eagerly waiting for a once more.
thoughts on a kiss
Supine to the sky and the stars scream your name.
I listen to your voice the way I like to hear it.
my version of heaven
Weeks, days wondering if I can live without him.
Can it be, will I ever get over him?
Thinking back to how it felt when he was ripped from my arms.
The feeling on the back of my head that made my head cold, numb.
The lack of movement in my arms, numb.
The lack of sleep, waking up at 4 a.m. every night.
The fact that I couldn't eat, losing 10 pounds.
I thought this is what happens when you can't live without someone, but in fact, this is all the signs of withdrawal.
You see when you really love someone and they leave.
The world ends.
When you think you love someone and they leave.
You get cut off that high euphoric feeling causing you to fall into withdrawal.
But once you recover, you start to see yourself.
That deserves better and won't settle for anything less.
My thoughts now that I am clean.