"everybit" poems
O God,
The most beneficent and merciful,
Heal my scars,
Erase all my pain,
And clean my heart,
I may have sinned,
But I now feel it,
As it gets me abyss,
I feel my soul being ruptured from the inside,
I feel the wrongs i've done,
Its so excruciating,
My body seems to paralyze,
The moment I fall on my knees,
Asking for forgiveness.
I have sinned and gone astray,
From the charismatic path that leads to you,
The devil that now feeds on my soul,
It needs to go away,
As I am no more allowing it to prey on my soul.
This evil wipes all the sanity,
Leaving behind only tragedy,
Forgive me O lord,
For I have failed you,
Not once, not twice,
Many times !
I now see a light of hope,
That falls on me,
Awakening the right inside me,
O God make me one of your disciples,
Forgive everybit of what i've done,
So that I live in peace and eternity,
In the life that i've yet to see !
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 7:58 AM UTC
Yell at the indignity of abscence and cringe in the shadows
All is lost upon the alters of discovery
We still cant feel a thing
The breaths are taken too far
We are too relaxed
Hair is too long
Eyes have too much light
The seldom perfect night is leaning towards reaccurance
And pulled over the eyes of the ones who can really see
We hallucinate and devote it to realism
We observe real truth and put it on the brain backburner
To be torn up and chewed into creative gold
28.6 years in the hole for innocence
Freedom for unending criminality
This is just throw up and dying fish
Dead air with angel wings
Blue hair and red eyes
Make everybit your suffering
Sleep when you're dead
Dream about real life
Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 4:05 PM UTC
You can't tell me these things , you just can't
The simple meaningless words you tell me
They mean everything to me
I will pick them apart and hold on to everybit
knowing they are nothing
Knowing it's not what it seems
But for someone like me your words mean the world to me
It's hard for me to distinguish the lies in your so called truth
I tell myself it is all a hoax
but I'm still falling for it
Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 3:37 PM UTC
If love is a religion ,
And you're the God
I'd probably be an atheist
I wont worship you no more
Just a false god that is no true at all
Decieved by your nature
And I, was your fool
Used like a tool, me, the fool
Falling for everybit of words
That comes out of your mouth,
I wont believe them no more,
Fell on deep dispair
That I thought you'd be at care
Thus you're just a god
That I thought to be true.
Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC
and if you love me
tell me with you arms open
little by little i shall also start loving you
with my heart open and my love driven
and if you love me
stop at that moment, and let it fade
for i shall also do the same
for love is for the loved and bereaved
not for me nor you
and if you never love me
i shall also never love you too
with my heart full and my regrets much
and my days in thoughts wishing you did
and if you love me at this moment and unsure of forever
i shall also love you then and not till whenever
for love is time and time is precious
and we'll save everybit of it we have
and if you love me without words
I shall also love you without actions
and leave the universe to sync our hearts
till we understand each other by just thoughts
and if you love me like i love you
i will be elated beyond reasoning
for i shall love you like how you love the beauty in darkness
for your love is mine and my love was, is and always be yours
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 7:10 PM UTC