"desicion" poems
*A chance stands for an acronym
Caring
Happiness
Ancient
Nice
Careful
Erupted*
**A chance every one wants one
People want to be cared about be happy grow old be carefully erupted to escape from bad times to create good everyone wants a chance.Don't you?**
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 11:11 PM UTC
I'm unwilling to accept you desicion.
She just wants bragging rights.
Mar 22, 2010
Mar 22, 2010 at 1:38 PM UTC
I am making a desicion
to clean my body of
your hollow whispered bruises
cracks in my diaphragm
your words left sizzling there
like acid that dripped from your lips
I forgot the deception that swam from your eyes
I have never been stupid
enough to believe
that you were only one
when there were three.
But we stood and watched that house burn
never feeling colder,
than we did that night.
Im sorry your brother died and took
your parents with you.
So you are an orphan that
demonstrated car crashes
in the mere rhythm of your hands
or melody of your speech.
But I find myself drawn to angry cobalt blue eyes
too often enough to know that
I cannot grapple out of your choke-hold
and frozen fingers will bruise me every shade of your
roaring ocean-like blue.
I can only admire the sapphire in your soul from a distance
and hope the red ruby rage turns to wine and not blood.
I have left my marks on too many wooden floorboards, pleaded with too many icy aquamarine eyes;
from boys with steel in their voices but a fury in their hearts.
Too many fingernails stuck between infinite spaces somewhere in houses
where the silence reminded me of the stillness of a teal lake in spring
your eyes are reminiscent of a grey morning I do not wish to remember
I will leave a mark here.
Oct 19, 2012
Oct 19, 2012 at 8:54 PM UTC
From the beginning I trusted you, but in end I rejected you
Because the demons inside shined bright in the night
Sadly, we only hung out at night...
When your world was already dizzy
Mine was too busy to understand the reasons why
So my mind decided that a marathon was stunning
I only thought of you but it managaed to keep running
In this case 28 k but seemed like 28 days
Becuase as you know you just dont run the race
Theres many days of planning and exercise just in case
Now, my heart beats out of rythem
Becuase of the precision of your desicion
Your words seemed kind but in my mind I knew that they hurt
Like you grabbed my heart, played with it, put it back and left it in parts
Since then my left atrium doesnt work
Its like a inncoent whale that was left to die in the beach dirt
And i was simply that... innocent dirt
What had I done previous to this that made you act outrageous?
But now I know your contagious
A disease that brings you one step closer death
But now im just once step closer to home I guess
Home. A intanglment of feeling like the fibers in my sheets
I thought it was a place of love but then relized its just a place to meet
My mother was a weird one. Often pressing burdens on her son
A seperated family with nothing in commom is definatly more common then Nostradomeous
To say I love quotes would be close but theres some that make me simply choke
Remember when "like father like son" was an inpiration quote but for me its what kept me a float
On the sea of hatred with the destination of dope
Becuase of the words my mother chose, addiction would be my affliction
A state of pain my mother, father, sister and brother could not feel
Yes, this is the shittest deal, but look at me now
A person ontop with the world as my partner,
Ambition like a morning light because I had the will to fight
Only you can make a change your life, not your mother, drugs and neither your wife.
Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 4:04 PM UTC
*I haven't felt like this before
I don't know who I love more
I'm afraid that this is reality
Don't know what they will think of me
I think I'm falling for the other
Don't want to go any further
For now maybe I can fake it
I know that desicion's stupid
But for me, it is for the best
Besides, I really need some rest
I'm so tired of caring too much
And I hope this all fades to dust.*
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 10:48 AM UTC
Its late and everyone is lost in imagination
I know I should be fast asleep
But this is when i can show my emotion
Because no can see me being me
I cry because of emptiness inside
I hate this ache in my heart
It makes my throat dry
It makes me feel like something is missing
I say to myself that i dont need no one in my life
But I know i am just talking crap
I just dont want to be fooled by love
But I know that I am just afraid
Truth be told I have never fallen in love
My desire to find that hurts me so much
Because i have false hopes for me
Hopes that will never come true
I fall for people that will never be intrested
I create stories in my head and end up liking the story more than the person
It helps take the pain away for a while
But then i snap back to reality and I am alone again
I wonder how it will be like, to be inlove
Just the thought of it makes me tremble
All the those deep feeling for this one person
The way they can make you glow up when he's with you
But what happens when the fustration and pain kick in
The way they'll make you so angry at times
Or when they wont tell you everything
What about all of those problems
I see my friends in love and do stupid desicion
I find them just so idiotic
I am just dont understand how this one person can make everything better by saying i love you
Or how the can make you cry all night
So for my future first love
I hope for the best for you and me
And that you love me back
Because thats what i fear most in you
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 9:05 PM UTC
I sit alone in my room.
not unusual
for someone like me.
I've lost hope,
so precious, so pure.
So vile, so raw.
This heart,
it beat
for you and you only.
And when you left
I was lost.
I spent so many years
searching
for the light that lived in your eyes.
The spark of your smile,
that set the room ablaze.
Only to find,
That the spark had been drowned
In a wave of hatred
and bitterness.
and *****
Though I found you,
My heart remains lost.
Knowing that you are not you,
I am not me.
My heart beats wildly,
and frantically,
looking for a way out, a place to hide.
And so I make a desicion.
50 asprin
layed neatly in row
across my kitchen counter.
light shines on little opals
I find a memory of you
and I swallow it,
with the pill.
burying it deep inside.
no way out now.
15 minutes later
I am lying on the floor
swimming in my own *****
My heart beats wildly
and frantically.
And my
Heart beating
Head spinning
I am
your smile
Jul 30, 2011
Jul 30, 2011 at 12:30 AM UTC
Probably 'cause youre high all the time,
Nothing much comes to mind;
But when im with you we just unwind
And sometimes make words that kinda rhyme.
Sliding down the slippery slope of vally,
Without you I may never be happy.
But what does that matter?
Don't despair,
Your future awaits for you;
Someday it will make it's self clear,
But until then you're on the mend.
Dont worry if you swerve round the bend,
The worst has already happened.
Getting back on my feet is the best desicion I could ever make;
I usually make mistakes.
When you give, other's take
But never forget the sake.
If going to the clouds is your thing,
Then make sure it's me you bring.
I know i'm not imagining
Floating on the seventh cloud,
Theres no way I can drown now
I'm at bliss in the clouds!
And heaven feels so serene;
Tingles in every sound.
Whoever said it was make believe,
I can prove you wrong,
Take my hand and you'll see.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 12:30 PM UTC
el pliegue erogeno,
la piel deseada, y el deseo
en mi mente
camino entre los hombres,
con tu piel en mi mente, la dorada
verdad que emana de ti.
en tus ojos la calma de saberte amada,
deseada, y en tu cuerpo, y en tu mente,
la hermosa veracidad, y el juego
erotico, languido y sensual,
de mirarte a los ojos.
sentir la paz, que emana de
tu cuerpo, el balsamo, pleno
de tu delicada figura, van conmigo.
y la plena ensoñacion, se,
vuelve verdad, en tus ojos,
de leona.
besar tu cuerpo, y abrazarlo en silencio,
hermosa y serena, insegura, fragil
y salvaje, adorada.
cada desicion, no nos separa, nos une
aun mas, sigue tu alma , tu corazon.
en tus ojos y en tu cuerpo, esta mi
ferozidad perdida, y en tu pliegue erogeno,
mi deseo y devocion.
oh leona de montaña, eres la paz, el deseo,
y la serenidad, que me hace fuerte, sereno,
humano, en paz.
en tus ojos y en tu pecho, la bella y dulce tonada,
que arrulla mis sueños, en silencio.
lejos de haber perdido tiempo y vida,
solo preambulos, antes de tu calma, y tu bella
inseguridad.
y en mi mente tus ojos, tu piel,
tu presencia, firme segura, hermosa y
paciente.
y tu aparente fragilidad, es contrastada
con la belleza de tus ojos de leona
de montaña.
Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 10:26 AM UTC
Once upon a time there was a young, blind, and foolish boy
One day the boy got a text from a friend, saying she had a crush in him
The boy thought it was too good to be true
So the boy tried to go on dates with her and give her gifts
But alas it was too good to be true
Because not even a week later
She told him that she had found a boyfriend
And that she had changed her mind about liking him
The boy was left in pieces
So he then made a desicion
He picked up the pieces of a broken spirit
And steeled his emotions
And promised I promised myself
I would not make the same mistake twice
I will never give my love to anyone
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 3:13 PM UTC
at that point
where the road changes
and you pause in the desicion
trying to figure the right way to go
i remember us singing bowies heroes
and saying that we could be
that we would be
and we beat them forever and ever
we were heroes so it would be real
just like in the song
but that summer day is a long time ago
and your long gone
in my heart i take your hand in mine
cause right now right here i need ya
you are my hero
super beautiful
super strong
and in dark times its thoughts
of you that carry me through
i stood there
in the train station
long after you left
just looking down the tracks
as to say that if i looked away
you would really be gone
and right now i need you
in my heart take your hand in mine
we sang bowies hero
and we kissed so it'd be real
just like in the song
that summer will always be a special
place in my heart
they say that heaven is that
moment in your life when you were happiest
and you spend eternity there
id spend it with you
summer night in new rochelle
we would be heroes
beat them forever and ever
so it'd be real
just like the song
Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 11:34 AM UTC
sometimes it scare me that my choices are biased by the way how i bear pain, and when im in a dark place, sometime i take the desicion that will cause me more pain, i dont know why, i dont know how, i just do it for myself, without a second thought, it scare me that sometiomes i think i dont know how to live
Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 1:29 PM UTC
of all the names to keep in sight
yours are the sharpest
denoise and watch us reunite
the ones that are just
belittled, fleeing underbreath
the rathe arrivers
recount the signs that have been dealt
a lifetime prior
trialed with love on better times
fruitlessly frantic
for apter notes or fitter rhymes
some order, planted
uncoiling subjects from your hand
as if you're equal
in reach for the desicion-man
the drudging eagle.
keep dancing on your master's knees
no questions uttered
miss not to arm yourself with these
heels bent to cut her
denoise and ler her understand
this aimless evil
in reach for the desicion-man
the taunted eagle.
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 6:09 PM UTC
I'm being thorn apart between the selfish feeling of anchoring by my side without going anywhere. And keep pretending like I'll save her from her hell.
Or setting her free and stay alone for the first time since I can remember. Which would mean I drown in my own thoughts and fears.
And how could I be the hero when I can't even save myself?
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 12:59 AM UTC
When I was nine years old, I didn't think that I'd be making a life changing desicion.
When I was nine years old, I didn't think I'd meet life changing people because of this life changing desicion.
When I was nine years old, I didn't think that three people could give me the strength to pull me out of rock bottom in years to come.
When I was nine years old, I didn't think that three people could make me who I am today.
May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 10:15 PM UTC
Keep your hands above the Mason Dickson line
You don't have to make the right desicion now
Some of this old beat slang
is right off the cob
So let us Ride and get Dixie fried
With some small town gin mill cowboy
I can see you're interviewing your brain
so for now I'll just leave you alone
because I'm just a pearl diver
at a greasy spoon
and soon we will be in jail for hanging paper with that runway in a strip club so I guess we better just jungle up in Varicose Alley.
Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 5:37 AM UTC
Its 2 a.m and i suppose i should be resenting some boy who's broken my heart or maybe relating my life to every cliche movie scene. Yet somehow all that's crossing my mind is how badly i needed a laugh. I needed a night where i could not let go, but let in. The cold air reassuring me that what I'm living is reality. I smiled and i didn't have to reassure my self it wasnt fake. How strange it was to realize that i feared my own fate. Not that i approved of the memories i built upon lies. But the unrealistic scenarios I played in my head seemed to distract me from the truth. Hiding behind a closed mouth with an open mind. Life hit me harder than the realization that i had to grow up. Confront the lies i built & deal with scenarios i dare not to imagine. Confronting the fact that life wasnt a desicion yet death is a given option. I realized i have two choices, live through reality or die between the lies.
All i can say now is im no longer afraid of my reality.
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC
i respect people once and once that time is gone it is gone forever its never going to happen again u made your desicion **** you
Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
Is she here?
Maybe, we'll see.
So it's you?
Come on,
Let me see.
It's very soft.
Oh boy, ya
I have to get a drink
You have to make a desicion.
You shouldn't be crying, baby.
Don't do anything stupid ever again.
I love you, Jordi.
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 12:39 PM UTC
I can take the way I want to instead,
Or I can take the way of a man who made his steps fit..
Why haven't I left?
Stuck in desicion of all my friends
Who I leave and why did they just leave..?
Looking at the trees there's no time left
Why haven't I left?
Praying to God with all my chest
Why haven't I left?
I'm leaving I don't think they notice yet I pray the read the maps I sent
"Turn Right not left"
Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 2:59 AM UTC