Pardon me for I let myself controlled by you
Pardon me for I let you came into my life
Pardon me for all the times I wait for your reply
Pardon me for asking where you are
Pardon me for being mean when I don't have the right
Pardon me for acting like you care but you're not
Pardon me for I let myself love you,
Now pardon me for I can't do those things again.

Sabi mo gusto mo ko, umaabot sa "Mahal kita".
Lagi mo kong tinatanong kung "Kamusta kna ba?"
Wala ni isang araw na hindi mo pinaramdam na mahal mo ko.
Hindi ako sanay sa ganoon dahil sino ba naman ako?
Isang simpleng babaeng walang ganda,
Kaya ako'y nagtataka.

May pagkakataon na hindi ka ulit magpaparamdam,
Alam mo ba na nakakalma ang puso ko pag walang ikaw?
Pero babalik ulit sa tuwing nagpaparamdam ka na naman.
Ano ba talaga? Ganito ba yung sinabi **** Mahal mo'ko?

Sana 'di na lang umabot sa "Mahal kita", kung ganto lang pala.
Sana 'di mo pinaramdam na mahal mo 'ko hanggan dun lang pala.
Kasi umaasa ako kahit walang tayo.
At dahil nahulog na rin ako, umaasang andyan ka lang at sasaluhin ako.

Pero ganun pala talaga yun 'no?
Kung kailan mahal mo na ang taong mahal ka tsaka kanya iiwan ng walang dahilan...

Ganyan ba ko ka tanga para iyong paasahin sa mga salitang binitiwan mo?
Oo, walang tayo.
Oo, minsan akala mo pinapaasa kita.
Pero takot lang ako.
Takot na baka hindi mo matanggap lahat ng bahid ng pagkatao ko.

Sabi mo, Mahal mo ko.

*Pero bakit lumayo ka?

To the girl who's never been into a relationship,

Do not feel pressured that everyone is in a relationship already. It's not a competition. It's not a race. Do not force a relationship to happen. Do not settle for less just to have one.

True love comes to those who wait. There's no need to rush. Love when you're ready not because you're just envious of your friends.

Do not feel bad about yourself. Someday, someone will love your wholeness. Someone will treat you like you're one of the best things that happened to him. For now, chase your dreams and be a better person.

She was understanding
She was a strong girl.

She is now impatient
She is now a weak girl.

She is trapped by her thoughts
She is crying her soul out.

How can she posibly still lives in her own cruel world?

He was a stranger until then he become the fan of a lawyer you hated. He'll be studying law because his mother wanted to and he's a fan. But then everything changed. He knew that that lawyer was his father. He does something to save his father's image because you have some evidence of the lawyer's delinquent's. But he almost killed you, not literally. You met an accident because of him, you didn't know all along.





He never prayed until that day, he prayed "Let her live. Please. I will give up all my happiness. You can let me die. Just let her live."You survived that accident. He quit law school because he knew that his father;the lawyer you hated became the lawyer of the one who killed your father. He sacrificed. He didn't tell the lawyer that he is his son.



And years after, he is dying. He got only months to live and he wanted to spend it with you. You're new at this. You didn't know if he's telling you the truth or not. But you let him. Because you love him all along. *But he died saying he love's you the first time he saw you.

Alam mo yung akala mo wala lang yun sakin? Hindi mo lang alam.
Akala mo balewala ka sakin? Hindi mo lang alam.
Akala mo hindi ako nasasaktan? Hindi mo lang alam.
Wala kang alam dahil ayokong ipaalam.

Have lots of dreams but I can't do anything to follow them
Why my life is like this?
Why do I need to cry just make myself feel better?
Why there's nothing good happening even if I did sacrifice and understand them?
I know there's a lot who suffered more than what I feel right now.
But why can't I just get over this feeling?
Maybe I'm weak that the only solution I'm thinking is death.
Why?

I hope you're okay
Not your health, but you
You as a person who lies
You who lies about things
Things that a weak girl would trust

I hope you're okay
Living your life as if you haven't hurt someone
I hope you're okay
With the one you love
I hope you're okay

I just hope you're okay
While she is broken and hurt
While she stopping herself to cry
While she have companion but all she think is the lies you made her believe

I hope you're okay