And I'll look at the sky and search through the stars for validation of this feeling, and when I find the moon I'll think of you and suddenly my heart is reeling,
Do you look to cosmos and wonder where my mind goes when suddenly I am silent?
I'm just lost in your brown eyes hoping you realize that maybe you want this too.
But maybe you won't and I study stars all alone, finding signs that were never really there.
But I've read them constellation for constellation,
Searching for the love we share.
Some nights I find it and others I don't, but I blame that on the clouds, if we can't see it I promise you'll hear it,
My love for you is quite loud.

i stick my fingers in the hole
and dig around

in
and then
out

deep breath, harder this time

in
and then
out

deep breath, it hurts

in
and then
out

******* the hole
you left in my heart

if i was a better woman,
i would be capable
of wishing you
the best

if you were a better man
…

i hate you with such a passion
that it could turn into love
in a matter of eye contact

i feel hollow
without your body
in mine

you came back
because you can’t leave me

i left
because you can’t love me

I hang onto your every last word like it's the last bus home at midnight but the driver is inconsistent and now I'm stranded.