In my dream
I'll be the one you'll be holding tonight
Slowly filling me with ecstasy
My eyes will be turning misty with joy
You'll see
How every tremble
every shiver
emanating from my body
Will sob your name
My sighs will turn to  moans
With every kiss that you'll planting
On the slopes of my skin
With our fingers intertwined
And your warm breath caressing my spine
You'll be making promises of forever
And I'll be smiling with delight
As the starlight envelopes us
I'll gather the courage to tell you
That which I could only write about
you'll pull me closer
And with the sunrise
I won't be leaving your side
As you'll be ready to tell the world
That I'm yours
And you are mine
In my dream tonight
Instead of her
Your lips would be pressed against mine

I've been sleep deprived for so long
But when I close my eyes
Not even an ounce of sleep touches me
I've been tired for so long
But when I lay down
My body compels me to get up
And keep searching for a nameless entity
I haven't eaten in days
But when I begin to eat
My hunger disappears
The sight of food repels me
I don't know if I'm breathing
But the movement of my chest
With every inhale and exhale
Evidently shows that I'm surviving

Let me slam the doors
And yell do not disturb me tonight
As I stumble back to my bed
And see my demons slither out of my mind
I promise I will smile tomorrow
But tonight these tears are stinging my eyes
Let them flow like a roaring rain
Let the constant drizzle
become a heavy downpour
Let my bruises bleed
I don't need bandages to bind my wounds so tight
I will revive by tomorrow
But tonight just let me struggle to survive
Let me toss and turn
And fall to splinters amid the dark night
You won't have to see this mess
I will be fixed and polished by the morning light
Let me pulverize
As I become powerless tonight

Early morning walk amid the
Lush greens
Beautifully gilded with dew drops glittering
A canopy of sunlit mottled green leaves sheltering me
The mighty waves of turquoise green sea sings a mellifluous melody
The sight of a metallic green plumage in the distance is breathtaking
I see wonder in your emerald green eyes
Sparkling with curiosity
Lets watch the world revive with beautiful shades of green

Your brazen silence became roaring
And my thunderous thoughts became silent
Quietly dripping upon a blank canvas

Your artistic soul is boundless
Speckled with a multitude of words sparkling like pearly dew drops
On  Verdant sunlit greens
Under a soft blue sky
Resonating with the jubilant chorus of a thousand cheerful birds
The air ripe with a citrus lemony scent
Your beautifully crafted words like vibrant sun-kissed flowers adorning the canvas of a rustic landscape in hues of scarlet salmon and lilac
The balmy breeze gently whispers your riveting love songs in my ears
Titillating me playfully
As the season beckons our love to unfurl
And my longing heart ardently beats your name
My spring love
Take me home

I'm the glittery golden cover of your favorite layered chocolate draped cake
Adorned and embellished
To astound and amaze
Just to be crumpled  disposed and tossed away
I am the silken silvery fabric of those scintillating dreams
That you aspire to fulfill
Only to be deffered and never accomplished
I'm a classic best seller
A captivating page Turner
Read twice by him and thrice by you
Now pushed to a corner
Enveloped in a blanket of dust
I'm your soft adorable blue eyed doll
With rosy cheeks and strawberry lips
Apple of your eyes
That fills your heart with joy
Only to be pushed aside
When you're bored
And grown up
To realize
That it could be exchanged for so much more
I'm a nostalgic memory
Now abandoned and forgotten
Scattered by the winds of time
Who could never find someone
Desperate enough to call mine