the moment i met you,
i just knew
we'd be much more
than acquaintances.
but from what id gathered,
i still had much in store.

the meeting of you
has changed my life
in the most dramatic point of view.

it seems,
still to this day,
that there was no middle man.
we went from strangers to best friends.
not a moment dull or grey.

but what still shocks me to have known
is that from then to now,
we have grown.
dont ask me how
for i never thought it possible
to have someone so close.
yet we seem to blow my
previous theories and thoughts away
each passing day.

(a.b)

I know for a fact that you will never
care as much for me
as I do for you
but know that I cherish
every inside joke we share
like safety
glued to my fingers
I will not let go
I will protect you
no harm will ever be done to you
either if it's words
or judgements
or something scary
I will be there to
assure you
how amazing you are
and how much you are loved.

Do not ever let others bring you down because you are different
you are a beautiful rainbow on a rainy day
putting a smile upon other's faces.
Even on the darkest days
when it seems that the world is against you
know that you, yourself
are the light
that brightens day.

You are amazing
every bit that makes
others wonder
who you are and
how you think is
what makes you you.
I am grateful to be a piece
in what makes you you
and what makes your memories
and hopefully
what will make a whole lot more.

a friend like you is hard to come by
someone so similar to myself
yet so giving
and caring
and nurturing
a truly beautiful person
I owe you my life
I would be nowhere without you
Thank you for being my best friend

Thank you,
Best Friend
For bringing me
Comfort
Security
Love
Generosity
You keep me sane
I love you

You make me hate you.
Despise you.
All I want is for everything
To be over between us
Like you never existed.
Like WE never existed.

Your existence joined with
Mine is a crime.
I want to separate the two
Making sure they never
Join. Ever.

You've poisoned us,
Your thoughts have maligned me
Making me the bad guy.
But if walking away from you
Makes me one, I will be

I never wanted to hate you
Even when you were on
The path to destroy us
But I've had enough
Of all the name calling and
the baseless acquisition
The lack of trust

I want to wipe those
Memories.
The time we spent together
The laughter we shared

I want to **** the love
I had for you.
All that I did for you
Negated by the words you said

They say hatred is not
The opposite of love,
but indifference is
But the passionate the
Love is, the harsher the
Hate would be.

You've ignited a fire
Inside me, fire that won't
Be put out
You've made me hate you
And I'm glad about that

You sick twisted person,
with your hands burning black,
from all of the ashes,
you've left in your tracks.

You and your friends,
you leave nothing but hurt.
Sweet promises made,
trampled in the dirt.

You left nothing good,
just one little thrill.
Not the thrill you want,
just one that makes us ****.

We hate who you are,
and there's nothing we can do.
You're not welcomed here anymore,
We say goodbye to you.

Take your ashes and your sick mind,
your pathetic rants and twisted lies.
Because we'd rather be dead than hear what you say,
We'd rather watch you wither day by day.

I'd breathe for you
If you needed me to
And I'd let it out slowly
To give you a sense of inner peace.

I'd see for you
If you needed me to
And I'd describe my sights
To allow you to see what I see.

I'd speak for you
If you needed me to
Though it isn't my brightest idea
I'd hold my own, so you could be free.

I'd think for you
If you needed me to
I wouldn't recommend it
But I'd do it if need be.

I'd feel for you
If you needed me to
Touch everything to be touched
So that you could feel it too.

I'd walk for you
If you needed me to
And I'd go to the end of the world
To get you to where you need to be.

I'd smile for you
If you needed me to
Even if I was down
I'd abolish my frown, to be happy for you.

I'd cry for you
If you needed me to
And I'd let out all of my sorrows
On behalf of the pain you feel.

I'd fight for you
If you needed me to
Even at my worst
I'd challenge anyone, anything.

I'd stop for you
If you needed me to
Even when I think I can't quit
I'd drop everything.

I'd laugh for you
If you needed me to
And I do every day
Because you make it so easy.

I'd climb for you
If you needed me to
Even if I hated the idea
I'd go right to the top, without complaint, because I know how you are.

I'd give up everything
If you needed me to
Even when I try to say I would never
I would, for the love in my heart.

And most importantly: I'd die for you
As scary as that sounds
The intensity I feel for you
Is like below freezing water, or the center of the sun.

Don't be afraid
Of my feelings
As crazy as they sound
I can still be practical
I can still be logical
I can still watch out for myself, watch out for you.

I don't mean to be so dramatic
Or theatrical
But I feel this way
I really feel this way.