Blade or fingernail
its all the same.
Midnight strokes
I feel all the pain.

I can't forgive you and
I don't even want to.
Don't send me letters,
I won't read them.
I can't see past the day
and the room and all you did.

***: I think I like you.
ILY: I love you.
***: Why did you cheat on me?
KMS: I'm killing myself, bye.

Sam Pepper posted a video
on YouTube. It showed one
friend pretending to be
kidnapped, and shot and
killed in front of his best
friend. His best friend,
believing that he'd watched
the other die, said,
"Please, no, he's all
that I have."

We are all happy because
We have found others
Who aren't happy either.

My mouth sighed.
My eyes cried.
My heart lied.
My body died.

Please care about me.
I am so lonely. Please,
I care about you. I
don't know what to do.

It has not snowing - like
all the water in the clouds
has dried just like the tears
that you brought to my face.

Today is Christmas and look:
we are all here on the Internet.
Maybe if I had you this Christmas
I wouldn't be here on the Internet.

I keep sleeping because
when I sleep I don't
get to think of you.

You don't go to the circus
to see someone be safe
with tigers. You don't go
to my home when you
just broke my heart.

I am back to being.
I am back to being human.
I am back to being happy.
I am back to be
Me.

It snows. White falls down
like you in my arms that
day, the way you smiled
and I had to smile back.

Depression is like that friend
who knocks on your door
when the party has already
Finished.

It is your birthday and
I hope you don't sob
Into the birthday cake.

We are all vampires,
******* out the blood
Of life to pump back
Into our limpid hearts.

It snowed today and I hope
the plows find your body
under a snowdrift. I hope
you are frozen to the core.

You are the shining sun,
the waning moon, the
shining stars. I wanna be
in the backseat of your car.
I wanna be where you are.

I bet I am
More sad than you.
I know I am
That's all I knew.
I know I will
Be happy but.
Right now I'm stuck
In this sad rut.

My brain is swelling
and I miss your hair.

The midnight calls
and empty promises.

Every pack of empty
cigarettes takes a year.

But not as much time
as you stole from me.

It's raining today
So cold and wet
I wish that I wasn't
So upset. It's raining
today. The more
that I see. I wish you
could come. And make
things sunny.

It is snowing.
Please thaw my house. Please
thaw my
Heart.

Hello? It's me.
I was wondering
if after all these
years you'd like
to meet.

The leafs crunch and crumble
Under my feet. I wonder
If you will love me
Next November.

The pumpkins are rotted
And I am besotted with you.
I wonder if I will get better
Next November.

natural glow: white people
on snapchat stories. stop
using flash. stop oppressing
everyone. i'm looking
at you, karen.

happy yesterday
indifferent today
sad tomorrow
depressed always

Everyone wants me to get better.
Except for my own body.
My bones want to stay sore.
My brain doesn't want to stop.
My heart doesn't want to heal.

sad...
sad...
sad...
one day i won't be.