Often I feel like I'm floating.
Falling in space, boating in the seas of stars.
Then I open my eyes, reminding me of my scars.
Sometimes I drift from my body, wishing I was somebody.
That's when I remember who I am, embody my sadness.
I where it on my sleave, and no one seems to see.
Maybe I'll just leave.
Just Leave.
Riding bikes in the night, gliding across the blue clouds.
Beauitiful indigo eyes, please tell me I'm alright.
Because I'm not fine, not fine.
Carve our names into the trees, bees buzzing names of forgoten lovers.
Let us hide under the covers, let me dream of you being mine.
Your smile shines so bright, I wish I had that light.
All I think about is the machines that ring and ding.
A childhood dusted and buried in a grave.
My brain is melting, jumping onto the afternoon train.
Wind singing through my eardrums, that familar hum.
Floating, so far from earth, from here.
Some days I just want to disappear, drown in an ocean of beer.
The taste feeling so clear, the fear burning as I sneer.
Just let me go, its already too late.
Dont' wait, just leave me to my fate.
The tip of gun causes my mouth to go dry.
I told you, my head is fried.
The barrel pressing tight.
I'm sorry my only friend, myself.
I let you down.
