Be my poison and be my drugs
Give me lustful kisses and tighter hugs
Love me with pain and show me the pleasure
Bury me in lust like your hidden treasure

Caress my body and stroke my face
Pull my hair and let our bodies race
Moan your curses and scream your shame
Bite my skin in this lustful game

Give me more you're my addiction
I love the heat and I love the friction
Slap me here and scratch me there
Show me your eyes, your **** stare

Punish me I need to be taught by my master
Keep going! Don't stop! I want it to go faster!
I'm gonna burst! This deed is almost complete!
When we're done lets lather, rinse and repeat.

I keep trying to think of what to write,
I know it's there yet I can't find the words
and then I realize that it's already been written,
I've lived this story before,
with him five years ago.
But I delve in anyways, heart, soul and mind.
giving it up to a stranger that feels like home.

Maybe this time it will be different,
I really hope it's different,
as I fall in love again.

Will I see you tonight
by the candle light,
where within the pews
I did pray with you?

Will you make time for me
in this winter heat,
or will I be with the breeze
left out to freeze?

I Used To Think That I Was Repeating Someones Life, That I Wasn't Unique, I Wasn't New, I Was Just A Repeat, But Then I Thought... What If I Was The Person That Creates The Path For Everyone To Follow? What If I Was The Unique One, The New One, And I Was Original, But In Everyone Else's Eyes, Just Not My Own, Maybe We All Just Can't See Our Value In Our Own Eyes, And Those Who Have Faith In Us Is The Only Ones Who Can See Us Shine. ~ Kat H

Have you ever soul search?
Search for the right one
Enduring the feeling of being alone
Watching people pass by
Til the right one come along

Have you ever felt you've found?
Found the one you needed
Or is it the other way around?
Learning to love again
Felt complete, no longer broken.

Have you ever been in-love deeply?
holding on to someone's hand
Felt like it will never end
Starting all over again
Learning, believing, Loving
Settling the mind of your's and her's Forever

Have you ever seen forever?
Took the chance like its now or never
Realized that the love shared has faltered
Wished you're mistakes be altered
Tried to save what you've shared
Only saving the other while you drown
waking up, she's never there..

Have you ever felt like repeating?
Or are you too tired Soul searching?
Too tired learning, loving, believing..
Hurting, forcing yourself to forget..
Never regret my friend..
For the love you've lost
You'll learn.. you'll be stronger
Stronger for the better, til the right one comes
You never know.. maybe shes the right one and it will happen again at the right time.

gentle dreams
daybreak and remtime
valuable by no measure
like god talk
we keep but forget
we keep by forgetting

if it repeats repeats we are scared how it wears
don’t get it *****, soiled or torn
or worse yet
by stillness we see the flaws
that were there from the get
and how do you now shine
before previousness yestearlier
after nextnous tomorrowizes? and I commit
how do you now shine
other than shining now?

do your best forgetting for this
for this is the needle
that played your groove to a groove
some moments need repeating
before they retire from action to fear and loss
play
play
and play again
repeat repeat

Day breaks;
Presence aches.

Someone cries.

Someone dies.

Happiness is your self-made bliss.
Go seal it with the billionth kiss.

Night falls;
Repeat it all.