I still text you , I know it's irrational
But when it comes to you , I forget all logic
Recently Spoke about you, I tried my best to be like you
I try to remember the good times when you were a whole woman
Even in your weakest days you were still an unwavering pillar
The IV lines and the tiny black bag that contained the chemicals that appeared to harm you
The first time I lost my voice you told me not to worry , that even in the darkest times I would find it again
Even now I still remember the words you would say to me
When they told me you passed away , I hid under neath the covers of my mother's bed alongside my sister and we held each other
It didn't sink in that you were gone until I attended the funeral
My heart sang for you as the champagne pink, wooden box was being lifted into the black car that had sealed your fate
The man with big hands and an even bigger heart remains
I want a love like you had
Someday...
