you were like warm alcohol
blurry bed sheets, comforting. you were like scuffed sidewalk chalk multi-colored nostalgia, dusty. you were like good morning kisses but i don't wear that perfume.
If it's about you
I don't care sorry all I want is it to be about me I want to talk about me but I hate your response to everything I say I want the attention on me so if I die will you love me set myself on fire **** a bird I haven't matured consideration call out my real name if no one is looking at me I feel so gone
I'll plant tulip seeds
inside your pillow If ever you weep while lying in bed, red and pink flowers will sprout up to hug you around your head
I ****** up today
but the sun, she loves me and I know she will be back tomorrow and if not tomorrow, the day after and when she weeps, the moon loves me for her while the rain reminds me im alive
headlights in my window
raindrop melancholy tv static reflections heavy breathing sunken eyes frozen toes stuffy nose all a l o n e . . .
at the clouds and paint pictures with our fingers in the charming blue sky while we laugh and cry on our childhood memories.
lies, they are all covered in "I love you's" - Me, absquatulate.