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I wanna see you everyday,
I wanna talk to you every minute.

I wanna tell you my thoughts - happy or sad it may be.
I wanna rest myself in your arms -- so peaceful as it sounds..

But I realized...

Who am I to be loved back by someone like you?
you deserve better than me..

You deserve someone strong,
Someone who cam fight her own thoughts,
Someone who will not burden you because of her sudden anxiety attacks..

Someone who can sing with you,
Who can achieve your goals with you,
Who can support you all the way through..

And I'm not that girl..

So now, even if there's nothing to hold on in the first place...

*let me "let you go"....
you will always be special, 9114.
Alaska May 2016
No, stop, no.
There's no point
in having feelings
for another.
This way there
is no pain.
There's no more
games.
You never have
to guess if
they like you.
Focus on you,
you don't need
A boy.
All you need is
you.
Alaska Feb 2016
I can't seem to
fall asleep
anymore.
I lay awake
in bed staring
at my barren
ceiling,
thinking.
Thinking about
how broken I
am...how you
broke me...
It's been 5
******* years
and I'm still
trying to put
myself back
together from
the first time.
I'm still trying
to mend all my
pieces into one
again.
I don't think I
ever really
realized how
broken you
made me till
now...
But one day I
will be whole
again.
kristina Feb 2016
How many heart breaks
And fall downs;
And bad influences;
And wrong paths;
Do you have to take?
Or do you have to do?
For you to realize,
That you deserve so much more
Than what you are getting.
Ronald Christian Jan 2016
Scary things
As you drag deep from your emotions
...
You have been drowned
For all the things that happened in the past
It left me, for once, terrified
Of the idea of love
Yes, love.

It is something that almost everyone is scared of
But I was never terrified of it
Until now....
Things do really change

I am terrified that I would always be let down
Terrified that I would never be good enough
Terrified that I would never fine it again
In totality, I am terrified

Love is really not something to be afraid of
It is something to cherish
To enjoy and to be thankful for
But, sometimes, something breaks the idea for you

However, I still keep a positive thought
Of the idea of love
I know one day I won't be terrified again
I would embrace it again with no hesitations
I have gone through a lot in the past year that made me think and made me terrified of love.
Ambiguous Frizz Nov 2015
My gaze is a reflection of the horizon:
Ever unending,
Obscure,
Teeming with anticipation.
This taste of bitter sweet tang
Which we all hoped for to end
But never wished to pass
Reminds me that we are free
Uncontrollable
Fragile.
Yet we pretend we are otherwise
For that we feel stronger.
Neglecting our flaws
Insisting a blanket of perfection.
But you are you
I am me
We are we
And your edges create your wholeness.
Do not be scared, child
Because we all are.
Have courage and be proud.
That’s how you wield your dagger.
Wee hours before end
Eleanor K Oct 2015
World, do you finally realize this is real?
Beyond your passions, your ups and downs, and everything that will pass,
her death is so very permanent?
Do you finally realize she'll never again walk the earth, even if you force your tears aside?
Have you finally noticed the cost?
Stop, and look at her, head pulled so heavily by gravity, held on as if by a string, a shadow of the strength she once was.
There she is, in your lap, she's twenty-one and she has taken her last breath.
All for your silly ideals and passions.
Did you know to stand for what you believe in could cause more than just your daily heartbreak?
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