Intoxicated by my thoughts.
Wishing I knew what is making it all swerve around like snake or worm. I don’t know what caused it? It might had been the tragic event that happened on Wednesday? Even maybe this might be my next mental state prospective; that is strange like all of them.
     I wish that everything was normal and that I could think straight. Too many things my brain can process, a tragic event or my brain trying to confused me with answers on a test cause I start thinking about my future. Wishing I could go back to the past and be in those comfort memories, that I day dream about and play in a movie in my brain on constant.
    Only if I could dissect brain. Though I’m in this real world; I’m supposedly in. I could dissect it; however, it would be hard cause I have Derealization and Dyslexia.

We are heading to take the world before us. We fly with the clouds beneath us and you sleep in my shoulder even if you get the best spot to see the clouds. We step on the foreign road for the first time in our lives. Running like captives freed from daunty years of imprisonment. We take each restaurants feeling fancy in eating. We spot places, re-enacting famous scenes in TV series, movies and dramas. We dance with the people on the street, overflowing the happiness as if its our last. We look on the remarkable sight with our breathe highly satisfied and just wish nothing ever more. We are living the culture of different places even if we look ridiculous on our actions. The laugh and the liveliness hailed the evening.
As we called it a night, we reflect with the peace of the city; sitting and facing the overlooking view of a strange but beautiful place. We looked each other and believing our mind's thinking the same way. I hope you are happy being with me. Because being with you is far beyond I ever prayed for. Our time before we met was dull and miserable. Now that we have found each other, I just wish you would look on this happiness and may relive you forever. I'm happy taking chances of the world with you. Goodbye to the sad tales.

Purity
A new soul enters the earth
Unable to protect yourself
Unable to control your future

CRASH

Before you can even remember
1st of March the last second together
And you don't realise the course of your life
Forever changed, poison has spiked

You're mind is tainted
Everything bias
A pity party has been invited

Before it's too late
Stand up and see
What's beyond the cloud
You've pre-destined grey

What puts a smile on my face
is a smile on yours
When we sit and talk
and your problems you pour
I like you even more
when the same you do for me
When you say, "I understand,"
you're the friend of the century
I welcome your presence
because every moment counts
Time with you is like love
taken in large amounts
There's no such thing as too close
You never stray too far
What I really like about ya
is that you know who you are
You never spend your time
trying to convince others
that you are nice and kind
You just let them discover
We know where we stand
Outsiders need not apply
They see not what I do
when looking at your eyes
We connect on a level
different than most
You're my constant guest
I'm proud to be your host
You and me together
is so uncomparable;
what dreams are made of
or a love parable