#paranoid poems on Hello Poetry

Brent Aug 2016

P's

a fair warning for you
if you are planning to
to fall in love with me
you fall in love with P's

if you fall in love with me
you fall in love with a pessimist
who believes that every single thing will fall apart
every bad thing is bound to happen
so please i ask
help me find the positives
in a world
where negatives are all i see

if you fall in love with me
you fall in love with a paranoid
who breaks almost every night
thinking about how wrong i could be
every choice
every decision
will be the worst one
so please i ask
to accept me
and convince me
that the world is not yet over.

if you fall in love with me
you fall in love with a p-ssy.
a coward
who's afraid to make the first move
who's ashamed to fail.
so please i ask
to wait for me
to be able to overcome my fears.

and lastly,
if you fall in love with me
you fall in love with a poet.
a writer
who's prepared to write everything
and anything
because sadly, that's all i'm good at.
so please i ask
to accept my love
in the form of words
and i will change myself.

i love you so ******* much yet i think you don't feel the same. at least, anymore.

#love #heartbreak #poet #life #hate #pain #death #pessimist #***** #paranoid

Franko The Christian Poet Aug 2016

Shining Star

New King Born in Zion -
Revelation of my destiny, outcast and branded
My face bringing profound joy but yet sadness
Was born to lead away, not to follow the rest
Yet hated for what I was born to do
I provide them (doctors) my brain to tamper with

Vexed and poisoned, from beginning to end
Take my job seriously with the present hackin'
Will it be heaven or hell; a limbo effect sways
The choices we make here (earth) we live n' we pay

Parallel patterns, continuous thoughts, remark of events
A trail of evidence never stops, engulfing in stress
Eternal pain from on out; cannot escape now
Depiction of admission to safety (lies) to each it's own abyss

Drowning in my own flesh and blood, bone too
The world swallowing me whole spitting me out though
The elders, the conman, the snakes, the cops, the terrorists,
The nurses, the rich and the poor tell me to stop...
Yet I know it's too late for me to ever go back

- THE END -
©Franko the Christian Poet

#paranoid #schizoid #eventsinlife #unrefutableevidence

bergljot Jul 2016

paranoid

when did compasssion leave you
and get replaced by apathy
and lips touching bottles of alcohol
like they belonged to her mouth
you only wish you could hold the sun of her face
sweat off your worries in her holy
let her know that to be resurrected
you first need to perish
let her feel the sadistic toll of stillborn happiness
let the content promise
be a threat
let her know you will not auction off your heart
for it to be sold again at a profit
let her fall asleep knowing that
you will be there in the morning
but you will watch her all night long
to make sure
she does not leave you hollow like a haunted house
an abandoned building
you've watched too many lonely sunsets
to believe that hills like her are anything more than a shelter
you've heard too many whispers of the wind
to think that the way she touches you will last any longer than storm

#love #trust #home #relationships #paranoid #trust-issues #abandoment

Colten Sorrells May 2016

Restless Energies/Memories

-

bud and coffee

2 am

this hopeless feeling

sinking in

--

my mind is racing

going nowhere

a sense of dread is hanging

in the stale and sticky air

---

I feel a chill

I can't explain

as my head starts to ring

I feel a set of eyes on me

and I can hear her screams

----

and there's nobody else here

but

I'm still not by myself

because I can still hear her voice

still crying out for help

-----

I see her tears

I hear her cries

I feel all of the hate

I feel the disappointment from

* when I came back too late

------

I feel her eyes upon me

as they burn into my soul

I feel the pain I caused her*

as it's darkening my soul

-------

see shadows racing

through my house

or are they in my head??

I wonder if I've made

some sort of contact with the dead

--------

should be in bed

3 hours ago

I know this much for certain

or should I smoke another bowl

*and watch the blinds and curtains?

#memories #paranoid #energies

Eloi May 2016

Paranoia

I hate being so anxious that you’re falling for someone else because they complimented your hair and the way you like to dress. 

I hate being so worried that you’re going to be in a hurry to leave me without a warning. 

I hate being so scared that you’ll forget the love we shared and look for it with somebody else.  

I hate being so paranoid that you won’t come home one night and that you’ll be in another girls bed.  

But I guess I signed up for this, I knew my own minds tricks, despite this I still agreed to try my best to trust you.

God I wish I knew what goes on inside your head

#love #sad #cry #scared #cheating #worried #paranoid

Kale May 2016

Paranoia

Your body tenses
Someone is behind you
Stalking your every move
You feel squeamish
So you look behind you
Quickly
But there is nothing there.
You sigh knowing
That it was something out of
Your sick twisted fantasy
However your mind races
Because you feel something
brush against your throat
You feel the sticky
Liquid slowly slide
From your neck
As you slowly die
You realize
That it what killed you
Wasn't human
It was your paranoia.

#death #blood #paranoia #sickly #paranoid #squeamish

Torias May 2016

A Bird's Secrets

Scattered like seeds,
I've told my secrets here
And there.
Never too many;
They don't root anywhere
Or get a chance to grow.
No little birdies can go and spread them around.

5/1/16

#scared #birds #secrets #worried #seeds #paranoid

Àŧùl Jan 2016

Paranoid

Call me paranoid,
But I just know me.

Is this being paranoid?

I don't flirt around,
But I am unique.

Call me complex,
But I just know I'm.

Is my time not mine?

It feels early to say,
But I'll win again.

Call me complicated,
But I just know that I'm.

Is this being too complex?

I am surely a paradox,
But I'll sustain alone.

#know #complicated #paranoia #complex #flirt #paranoid

John Michael Mawhorter Jan 2016

Hit Me

Just try and hit me with
a car
a fist
or anything worse than
well
I have not been hit recently
Despite skateboarding through traffic
Maybe my tall white anger
is enough to stop
geology itself for one slow moment
Or satan is on my side
Or someone is watching me recklessly
Take on an inertial framer of the references
to all 3 azxisy
I cannot be stopped
from pretending
to be in a private universe
Publicly I may require some protection from
Hitting famously the one thing I have been trying to avoid
Selling Out
well
honesty & arrogances
I have been BOUGHT IN...

******* hell capitalism is over already, illegal is just what they call everyone I am la razing on behalf of *nods*

#trip #schizophrenic #illuminati #paranoid #nod