I use to think about you all the time
Now I drink because of you all the time

I use to smile because of you
Now I feel vile because of you

You were me beautiful eyes
Really you were just full of lies

I used to think of you as my sunshine
But really you were never mine

I cried when we said goodbye
Now all I want is to die

Never is such a powerful word to others
Never give up
Never leave you
Never stop loving you

Never is such a hurtful word for me
Never going to survive this
Never good enough
Never going to have you

I wish I can go back in time,
and take back everything I've done that has damage us.

I wish I never fell in love with you,
I wish I had listened to myself in the beginning.

I focused too much on the idea of you and me together,
I forgot that expectations never met reality.

I just let everything flow itself,
and maybe someday faith can bring us together.
Only if someday ever exist.

Obliged enlightenment is a candle task,
or a sun task
and so on.

The light I act as if I see dawning into
Nova now,
may be
a super new now, and then, it's history
someone said
we
could have seen, had we been there.

War is not inevitable,
war demands hate, hate is weak.
In children,
hatred must be cultivated
now that the rich
bounty of spaceship earth's
biosphere recovery algorithm has kicked in.

Any kid knows it is a small world.
After all and
we all do live under one sky and taste one
sweet water drawn to the salt
given us from the earth.

Except for the lemmings,
Disneyfication has increased world
knowledge,
the locked down known stuff we all agree
can be known
samesame to us all. Like

We all breathe the same air.
We all know the greedy are not grateful to the slave.
Wait
Did not Jesus say…
Could be

we don't truly know, but we let be true
a story words have linked to knowable
knowns
since I knew to take the good and re
fuse the evil,

from eating butter and honey, as is common
these days when
the religation to truth obligates light to shine like
The OPN1LW gene obligates you to see blue,
and equate it with the frequency of light bouncing
around the world
from the water and air keeping us alive.

From <https://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/gene/OPN1LW>

I swear I’m trying my level best to be the best version of me
So people would stay, so I would get people’s love and attention, so I won’t lose anything
But when will I learn, that everyone leaves; and not everyone that you love would love you back.

People think what they want to think and do what they want to do.
They are selfish that way.

But my best isn’t enough for you, I guess.
It’s never gonna be enough.
Because it’s from me
The one who never been accepted and belong anywhere.

I will never not be amazed
Of how magical it is
To love you.

Without a doubt
You are the one
Who keeps me coming
And coming
Until I reached it.

You keep me alive
You help me stand
You ******* guide me
Even without your knowledge

That is how
Powerful
You are
To me

I made this poem
(Or just a flowery letter)
To say
How madly in love I am
With you

I’ll never
promise you
forever,
because
forever
was when
i was with
her.