i peer through
this noise
brush the fog
of this sound
away with my
fingertips

looking for you

i still don't see you
the distance
between us
is blocking my
view

I really miss her,
the woman who knew
her place:
on top of the throne.

walking down
the lane,
i remember how
you whispered
those three
mesmerizing words,
into my ears
and i hugged you
under the streetlights,
making it
the most beautiful day
of my life.
that day
of November,
my happiness
overflowed
beyond the seams,
i danced and cried,
for the one i loved,
loved me back.
and i wish you had
it in you,
to love me still;  
the way you said
you loved me
on that beautiful
day in November.

©️Written by Viona Lauren 2020

sorry, did i stutter too much?
i hope you don’t mind.
it’s just that i’m scared my heart will fall out of my guts
if i keep talking to you like this

because how do you say i love you without saying i love you?
“i miss you” is too general to be perceived as anything but platonic, isn’t it?
but “you matter to me” is too personal for my comfort,
and “you are my world” might just be too much
for the both of us

it’s not like i’m in love with you or anything,
i just think it’d be nice to feel your heart beating
against mine.

If the world is ending, you come over right?

Unto the universe.

When beliefs are all you have
they become of you.

All I have left
is time.

i've run out
of ways to say:
i miss you

It turns out everything into a chaos.

People are forbidden from return to their family.

My flight are cancelling and I was command to stay.

I'll be staying right here, miles away from my parents.

I wish I could hug them but I can't.

I wish I could hug them without having any possibilities being contaminate.

How long do we have to be this far?
How long do we need this social distancing?

Please, bring me home. That's all I ask.