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WickedHope Jan 2015
Stupid, stupid girl.
You've always been the addict, huh?
Leave him be,
He doesn't even want you,
Doesn't need you.
You're so dependent on him.
You keep breaking your rules,
Not that you were ever very good at keeping them.

First you needed pictures, images -- to feel? --
Then words, delicate and *****.
Hell knows you've always needed pain
And more, ever since you found it could be harnessed.
Plus you've been struggling with fumes for years now.

He isn't a high.
He's a hangover.

When are you going to let go?
You need to let go.
Someone, make me let go of him, please.
I've always loved poison.
- - -
"You'd be the taste lingering on my lips.
It'd be my hands clinging to your hips.
I gotta get get get it out, gotta get me out.
Find the flaws, find the switch, just shut it down."
~ Addicted To Bad Decisions by Emery
Folah Liz Dec 2014
letting go, you feel it with darkness
letting go, you feel it with strange
letting go, you feel and I feel it with you;

let go, let it go, just go.





*{f.c.d-}
WickedHope Dec 2014
They reminded me
                            of all the ways
                                                you've      b  r  o  k  e  n      my      h  e  a  r  t
            and I should find
                                           someone new
                             but I can't seem
                                                    **to       l­  e  t       g  o
Eris Dec 2014
I don't know what to do.
I freakin' hate you but
At the same time
I love you too much
Too much that
I can't let go
Even when pain
Demands that I should
I couldn't
And I don't think I ever could
Sometimes we love someone too much that we hate them. Or is it the other way around?
eb Dec 2014
this is what we should do
all of the things
that we thought could be
it isn't right

we need to let go
of the forever in our thoughts
what may be
its the middle of the night

i think maybe
this is **goodbye
Dawn Anderson Nov 2014
I know I'm awful
And I hate my choices
And I hate myself
And you should hate me too
But that doesn't justify
You using me
As a place holder
A side ***
I'm not someone
You can just have
So you can say
you have someone
I will not talk to you
I don't like your voice
Not anymore
But I need you none the less
Because without someone
I feel like I am alone
And being alone
Is the worst thing in my world
So I do need you
I need you
To deal with me
To break it apart
So I don't have the choice
Of putting it
*Back together
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT MY LIFE IS AND JACOB IS A ***** THAT CAN GO DIE IN A HOPE BECAUSE I HATE HIM SO MUCH AND HE IS ULTA MY FRIENDS AND HE MAKE THEM FEEL BAD AND I CANT DEAL ANYMORE WITH THAT *** THAT THINKS HE'S WORTH MORE THAN ME BECAUSE IF ANYTHING HE IS SHALLOW AND ONLY LIKES ME BECAUSE IM CONFUSED AND DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING SO WHY CANT HE JUST BREAK UP WITH ME HE SAYS HE LOVES ME NO NO YOU DONT YOU'RE 14 OKAY? YEAH I KNOW YOK CAN SIT HERE ALL DAY AND EXPLAINABLE TO ME WHAT LOVE IS BUT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I DONT LOVE YOU SO DONT ESPECT ME TO SAY IT! AND WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU ABOUT ANXIETY DONT SAY "just don't think about it" YEAH I ******* KNOW IM TRYING NOT TO BUT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THAT U CANT STOP AND THATS WHY I CANT BREATHE YOU SUFFICATE ME AND TAKE MY AIR SO THAT YPU CAN BREATHE BETTER! YOU LIKE THIS OTHER GIRL AND YET YOU ASK ME OUT BECAUSE YOU KNOW I AM TOO WEAK TO SAY NO! THATS A ******* MOVE! AND GO A HEAD DONT TALK TO ME FOR A WEEK SEE IF I GIVE A ****! IM NOT THE ONE THAT NEEDS Constant ******* ATTENTION!!!!! I'm sorry for the rant
Chloe Elizabeth Nov 2014
Sometimes, you get so caught up in a moment that you convince yourself that your life is supposed to turn out a certain way. You believe that these moments will define the rest of your life. When in reality, they are not your fate and you forget that before them, you were surviving. Suddenly, you wake up. What woke you up? Usually something gut-wrenchingly heartbreaking or the loss of something that, honestly, wasn't as great as you thought it was in the first place. For me, it was both. I fell asleep for far too long and woke up on a gloomy Wednesday night feeling empty. The person I loved as a young 17 year old girl was slipping out of my reach and I needed to let them go. I just needed to let them go.

By Chloe Elizabeth
Sometimes, letting go is the most unbearable decision that a person can make, but we all have to do it at some point
Olivia Choi Nov 2014
I think I'm letting go

I think that it's time

For your sweet melodies to cease

And my sufferings to die

o.c.
Hannah Mary Nov 2014
I'm always being told to let go of all bad things in life
but if I did, I would have to release myself
and I managed to do so a couple of months ago
sometimes we can be our worst enemy
but that's life
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