Baby I won't say
That I love you.

But you are all I have
And all I need

And I know I can't
Keep you forever

But all I ask
Is you keep me

In your memory
Forever

-r.y.s

I struggle and I fight.
But my goal fades of into the fog.
Losing sight of my persistence.
Weeds pulling me down.
Feeding the resistance.

I can't stop, I go down I won't have it in me to pull up.
Don't give in.
Break the chains of the corrupt of heart.
Muscle that birthed the sword for my back.

they say am soft when i cry
but y'all should open up your eyes
this world is cruel i hope you realize
people being killed for telling simple lies
just being real
i was scared to open up and show them
how it feel
its not just jealousy
but how it effects me
but life goes on so i have been told
and am trying to get up and go
but its like a trap
and am stuck in this hole
i ask my self so many things
HOW MUCH LONGER?
WHY ME?
WHAT DID I DO?
but then i looked back at my past
started to watch my present
but kept thinking  of my future
this is not me
not what i deserve
never in this world and that's what i learnt

Your little laugh,
Your sparkling eyes,
That gleam you get
When you look me
Straight in the face;
I love how your
Eyes squint in joy
And your rambles
Of your passions;
That spike your hair
Has up top and
All your freckles;
Maturity
Mixed with a kid's
Sense of humor;
I love it all,
I always will.
That's my promise
I plan to keep.

She noticed that I love her she knows I do she just dont know what to do anymore she is just in the wrong wright now she needs time to think and I respect that but she has not realized I am not like other people I will keep it 100 with her for real its hard to watch the person you love walk away from you it really is she says she cant lose me well why cant she, she dont want to be with me so why does it matter what I do wright now I want to throw my life away and say **** it for real I want to say that I really do I love her but she dont love me :'( crying face all the time she says she wants to take my pain and well she cant without loving me.

She is always there like a ghost on a cool summer night.
She is there when you need her to be.
She really understands you.
She can break a heart like it even there.
She is not afraid of anything.
She is just she.
She is life even when she isn't really alive.
She is my best friend she is just she.

Is it bad that I would rather lie awake
Dreaming of you
Dreaming of death
Is it bad that I break every night
My ribs cracking open
With the song of your soul
That both slices and saves
Is it bad that I cry red tears
That bleed from scars on my fragile heart
                   --..--
I am nothing but broken ribs
And blood and dust
But you hold me as if
I am something more
The roots, and not just the seeds
And when I push you away
You pull me back
and hold me close
And I accept
And I sleep
But sweetheart you will not stay for me
For you are not mine to keep
So I will lie awake
In disconnected misery
Dreaming of you
Dreaming of death