I've got scars on my arms and legs
even one on my neck
they all hurt

There's a story I wear as a bracelet
its permanent, burnt into my skin
it hurt

I wear a story like a pair of pants
words in my back pockets and they're heavy
they hurt

I've even got a tale on my neck
its a choker necklace that's too tight
it hurts

When you came in to my life I started experiencing Love with no weakness
Even when I walk in deep darkness,
You were my brightness

Now;
where it feels almost impossible to breath
I can't see a thing

My loneliness has grown into the dept of my soul such that I  float in the ocean of my idle thought

I want to believe I still can feel love again but I am too scared to accept the truth
The feeling in my heart is like making a bed on roses
soft petals but hard thorns
thorns that go through my fragile heart

I want to love you
I want to give love a chance
I stay single
because I am scared

Love can cause elation
or the greatest kind of pain.
It wrecks lives in the process
and evolves a "human stain."

It is the one fulfillment
but when unrequited stings.
And agony is just a tithe
when losing loved ones brings.

he said that he liked me, maybe even loved me.
i said the same.
but then he let me be.
said that he couldn't be tamed.

i said that it didn't matter.
i told him i loved him now.
he said he saw a pattern.
and that he had to move on somehow.

but not with me.
the one who loved him.
he'd rather let me be.
then go out on a whim.