When you came in to my life I started experiencing Love with no weakness
Even when I walk in deep darkness,
You were my brightness

Now;
where it feels almost impossible to breath
I can't see a thing

My loneliness has grown into the dept of my soul such that I  float in the ocean of my idle thought

I want to believe I still can feel love again but I am too scared to accept the truth
The feeling in my heart is like making a bed on roses
soft petals but hard thorns
thorns that go through my fragile heart

I want to love you
I want to give love a chance
I stay single
because I am scared

Love can cause elation
or the greatest kind of pain.
It wrecks lives in the process
and evolves a "human stain."

It is the one fulfillment
but when unrequited stings.
And agony is just a tithe
when losing loved ones brings.

he said that he liked me, maybe even loved me.
i said the same.
but then he let me be.
said that he couldn't be tamed.

i said that it didn't matter.
i told him i loved him now.
he said he saw a pattern.
and that he had to move on somehow.

but not with me.
the one who loved him.
he'd rather let me be.
then go out on a whim.

It hurts

To get shallow talk from you

While knowing you are poet

But your vivid language was spent on another


It hurts

To be aware of how amazing you are in love

After recognizing your sentiments


It'd be better if I didn't know

Better I would still take you for another sort

At least I was honored to be a guest in your heart for a moment...

Sharp corners of simple words
Making million wounds
Wounds are not bleeding
If you are busy with healing
Self-healing
It takes so much
It costs so much
It costs myself

But free for you
Free for you - me smiling and happy
With million wounds hidden under fabric of pretending