why’d i stop celebrating?
or even blowing candles?
or hoping that people would say sweet words
on the day that i was born
it was too toxic for me
too much people smiling
when they only want to eat the food
in my feast
and leave without
saying a word
gifts too genuine and expensive
but do they make me happy?
no cause money
is false hope of happiness
i tried to smile
for everyone stay strong
but why did everyone changed
as my age differs a single digit
i miss the old parties were
i could only be laughing
full of joy
but now it is full of
lies, my laughs
that you hear
are very pretentious
people change, as time passes by, and i’m left alone with the memories of the past, when i was the happiest now i am the saddest , yesterday i turned 15 and i felt too lonely that i couldn’t take it, so i took a slice of the cake and ate it with the stars that can’t be seen in a rainy night.
