You're just a fool.
i should have known.
i was just a sophomore and you were a just a  7th grader boy.
yes i don't know why but i wanted you
i thought you wanted me.
we were friends for like almost 6 months and you showed interest in me
The day i knew you were interested in me is the day asking out of no where if i liked you and at  the time i didn't like you and you said you had to "go.."
A week has passed and the conversation came along again and i guess we were flirting.
At  that moment i knew i was interested in you..
You called me babe and baby.
You told me i was hot.
i thought you wanted me.
We talked about hanging out and kissing and holding hands and other stuff..
i thought you wanted me but oh boy i was wrong..
in that short amount of time.. it was like 2-3 weeks later.. you blocked me on every social media..
i was broken and just wanted to die..
Why a 7th grader meant so much to me?
it's probably because i thought you wanted me.
i was depressed and crying over you.
i got my friend to text you and when they said i was upset, you said "oh ok" and messaged me again and then after i wrote hi.. you blocked me agin.."
At that time i thought i wasn't good enough for you or i did something.. maybe it's because i didn't give you attention like 2 weekends because i wasn't feeling good at all..
This day i still don't know why you changed your mind..
you walked around school with a big smirk on your face and staring at me..
You think you're all that for ******* me up and making me feel so depressed and alone..
it got me 2 months getting over you and my best friend who's also iN your grade but doesn't know it's you said to me to show that fool and then i showed you that i'm doing much better.
i realized now because you're going through stages that you just wanted my mature 16 years old body. Half of the girls in your grade didn't go through puberty yet and still have an awkward 12-14 year old body.
Now it's june and i realized that you never really gave a **** about our friendship because when i was upset , you just said oh ok and you only cared a few times.
It's june and i'm realizing how much a **** you are.
Maybe you're the one that told people i was obsessive and annoying.
They will never know our secret.
i'm so glad we never hung and kissed and did cute stuff because you're a fool and will always be one to me.
You ****** me up bad.
i messaged you and tried to fix everything and forgot we had and you just ignored me.
You probably the one that made up those rumors.
I'm never going to say i regret you because you taught be even boys who are good at sports and was a friend can even hurt you.
Then you had a relationship a few weeks later and i'm so glad you two break up because she deserves a much better guy then you.
You will always be a fool to me.

By Arcassin Burnham


Flying High with a bucket full of dreams and a bright purple coat getting ready
just to paint the town.
Caught you hanging around.
Hormones in a life worth searching for a soul that could never get replaced
Walking on the street.
With a swarm full of sheep.
Fresh water fills your stomach as the taste grows thicker than the boy you
Liked in gym class, he was a fool.
He couldn't get with you.
Searching for what it means to be a female teen in the united States and worry
About degration.
It's your imagination.

When **** hits the fan and you think that nobody would care about your feelings
You have a friend in me.
I learned from empathy.
That boy in gym class never gave a **** about who you were and what you
Represented as a person , his fault,
If I were with you I would've gave it all.
I can see , I can see all the flaws and all the weight held on your shoulders, I just
Wouldn't blame you , only time could tell.
Don't live your dreams in hell.

Big shadow looming
Over the head
Mean women waiting
And wanting the gold
Drunk men looking
For love and hate
In strangers eyes
And the children are insane
Throwing stones at peddlers
.
Encapsulated by her greed
She waits for her man
And The precious gifts
That she loves
Diamond and gold
And the beautiful dress
Her man is a fool
Cause he adores her
.
She flaunts her beautiful face
And hides her ugly heart
Walking down the street
She gives those clues
To desperate and lonely men
Her haunting smile still
Captures every broken heart
In a sweet surrender of will
She let go of her shame
.
Her man loves her though
And he has no clue
Works hard and wise
For every penny that she wastes
He lives alone far away
From her fake love, so
He feels nothing at times
Bliss is a forgotten friend
He's waiting for the end
.
In the end justice will be done
Just before the morning sun
She can run and she can hide
And throw away all her pride
She will pay for her sin
Just like they always have been