you think attention is love,
that's why you suffer so deeply.

My throat is numb,
I don’t feel the barbwire in my esophagus

My feet are purple,
I’m dangling them with an anchor

My wrists swollen,
fingers about to fall from restriction

My face bloated,
from every love bite.

Lips, still red
always smiling

a man you could miss for two days straight,
wouldn’t miss you for a year

One day i fall in love.
I do everything to make Her happy .
I give everything to make Her smile.
I give all my time
I give everything that I have
Seeing  Her smile make my heart happy.
Because for me,She's enough !

When  loving  Her,I forgot my self!
I just focusing of loving  Her,that's why i forgot those  important things and person.
I made my self blind
I did not notice that your love for me is not Real.
I give everything,Do everything that make you Stay.
But you never see my effort...
Always proving my self that i'm enough but it's useless.
Then one day i wake up,and forgetting how to love my Self Again.

Deep down I knew, that you would never fail, and never or stray off your trail.
From telling me what I think was the truth yet also a lie, you’re so good at hiding, you.

Deep down I knew, that I was just for you to *****.

It’s out of the sheets now.