it was such a cold night with the frosty air kissed my skin and left it trembled. I was staring at the stars and whispered them how much I adore your mesmerizing smile as they promised me to take care of yourself,
"he is the Sirius, we know."
"he is," I giggled "so keep him safe."

then I danced under the moonlight with our playlist as the soundtrack. the moon giggled and shaked its head,
"it's getting late, you better go to bed than dance like an idiot."
"but, will you promise me to give him a goodnight kiss with your light?"
"anything you want, princess."

the city lights kindly guided me and my unicorn home safely without getting lost, although I closed my eyes along the road because I am a sleepyhead.

"goodnight, my Sirius."


— baby I'm living on my own fantasy,
will you still take me as I am?

forgive me, when I make my own chaos. forgive me when I'm thinking of some things that I shouldn't think about at all. forgive me when I overthink over a little stupid thing. forgive me when my anxiety attacks. I need you to wrap your arms around my exhausted soul.

forgive me, when I'm being stubborn. forgive me when I don't want to go to sleep early because I do miss you. forgive me when I don't listen to you to stop eating ice cream. I need you to wipe those ice cream around my lips because you know I can't eat them properly.

forgive me, when I'm being annoying. forgive me when I'm staring at your brown eyes but get mad a few seconds later because you stare back at mine. forgive me when I can't stop pinching your cheeks until my fingers paint red on them. I need you to kiss my forehead and I'll be quiet for a little while.

forgive me, when my worries get a little too much. forgive me when I double text you because you take a few minutes longer to get home more than usual. forgive me when I'm asking about how your day was. I need your smile and laugh to share warmth on a cold night.

— forgive me,
when I can't give you the world,
because you are my world.

She steals my breathing
My eyes can not leave her
And my dead heart started to beating

My book was lying on my desk
She took the book in her tender hands
It felt like she was holding my heart
She opens the first page
And begins to read  
Transform my words into feelings
She starts to feel it
She wrote her name on the blank page
And I started to write a new poem.

When my hands get cold
You warm them up again
Every sip from the mug
My blood flows faster through my heart
The Fragrance reminds me of our first date
And the taste is strong as our love
Makes me to drink another mug of
Coffee.

Hold me tight
Under the moonlight
Our hearts
Wants to shine bright
Like the stars
In the night sky.

His heart is
Like an old piano
He waits under the dust
Quiet, lonely and shy
Until she plays him
And makes his strings vibrate.

They pull each time
A rose petal from me
Until I have none left
They wanted to see me suffer
But she never let me thirsty
She pours her trust,
Love and strength on me
Thanks to her,
I can grow again
Thanks to her,
I can bloom again
And
Thanks to her,
I can fight back.

I have never taste
The sweetnes of love in my life
I do not know what it taste like
It is funny
Or is it rare
That someone does not know what love is
My heart has no one but me
We talk every day
And we give up tasks every day
Fill up empty hearts again
So they can taste the sweetnes of love
On this tiny litte world.