i try
to remember
this dream
that felt so real

but with
every day
it fades

Your face has become a memory
unpleasant  and  feared
One horror of a face
The same one
I used to
chase

Velvety sunshine
Fields of golden marigolds
Chasing cirrus clouds
✨✨

What's the point in asking you for help?
Only makes more problems
What the hell
Much more simple
just to slip away
Goodness god
Don't make me have to say
it

Let's pretend we've never met before
Would you leave
or would you ask for more?
Look at me
and say it isn't true
Shamefully
you've wanted all this too

Over and over again
until it's gone
That's the price you pay for what you've done
Shifting rhythms
messing with the time
Chasing after
what's not really mine