A new year
Adding a number to the age
One year less to go
The life is so unpredictable
Mortality is real.

This could be my last
Isn't it a thought
The end will be my new beginning
Won't it be beautiful
A start with a finish.

It has been a year
And the day is back
A constant reminder
Of a time before when I didn't exist
But then I appeared
To be a speck of universe
So very tiny part.

The day after the day
Is a withdrawal,
No greetings, no messages,
Just left over piece of cake,
But here is the reminder
Call this friend,
It is his birthday now.

Christmas is over
New year has begun
Not sure I'm ready for another one
Done all the things I resolved not to do
The lights blazing down
Time just flew

The world looks newer than before
Burning bright with colors galore
Feel it turn as I go through my day
Long years behind
Short ones on the way

Lighting life with the glow from ahead
Steps have went the wrong way instead
Branch is just too high to reach
Consumed in never-ending breach

The flame marks the proper route
Spells cast make it hard to get out
When my foot bravely goes to tread
Suddenly cells are made of lead

My fire drags me the opposite direction
Everglow remains in the darkest section
Memories of long ago linger in my head
Love I lost
Can't let go of
Remains in words unsaid

When asked my resolution I always respond
"Stop saying yes to things I am of rather not fond"
Of course I never commit and fail within a week
I try nonetheless though my attempt is too weak

Yet another evening of lockdown
, have never felt this peace in my entire life
The world is at halt
People are defining joy in different ways
Finding of ways of partying in different way

Indeed,the definition of fun is changing

And in a way I feel blessed  that am able to live life in all together a new way

The life that used to be in books that I used to read about
Here I am living it ,
Evenings are spent with music that soothes your soul
Kitchen has never been so lively
People here are spending more time cooking playing talking reading
This feels so vintage
So 90’s
I feel blessed and new
This is what actual vacations feels like
This is what home feels like

Now , I know what home is and how peace can be so satisfying to your mind and soul
There is a lot that I feel but fail to put into words every time

Like I want to pen down every emotion
Capture this into million photographs,
But as its rightly said
Somethings are felt from heart

Wish I could keep this feeling for forever !!