You want me back,
Because you’re missing the thrill.
I’ll call my Jack,
And you’re alone to still chill.
Where are you now,
Needing to cope to closure,
so tell me how,
We can keep our composure.
It’s time to go,
Your gaslighting days over.
You ought to know.
Disconnecting drugs sober.
Back what you want -
We know we can’t…

💐BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES💐;
🎶Sweet songs of melodies🎶;
Sitting here remembering
How things use to be.
🌼~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~🌼
It's seems so dear to me,
When we were just so free.
Reminiscing about the times,
When everything was fine.
🌷~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~🌷
Where people around
had SMILING FACES, and
Treated you so kind,
The feeling was Amazing
🌹~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~🌹
💐BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES💐,
as you can see,
Thinking back of
how it used to be.
Those times are gone
can you believe.
🌸~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~🌸
💐BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES💐,
from back in the Day;
They have now dissipated,
and gone away.
🌻~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~🌻
I miss those days,
They were so serene,
I will visit them again, but
ONLY IN MY DREAMS!!!


B.R.
01/10/2023

I love the way you come crawling back

Sing false promises

How birds chirp meaningless melody

Turn white morning air to grey diluted clouds

I appreciate how nature is always concrete

Honking goodbyes are fowl flying above our foolish heads

In dark black pupils stories rooted so deep they will never be told

Against skies of blue-black and pink pose in continuous grace

I adore the way you hunt me like a wild predator prowling for it's next meal

I keep track of the number of times you plunge on me
Teeth puncturing prey
Tearing into shreds

And dreams we shared shatter before my empty eyes

You'll come back
You always do

Attracted due to an invisible natural force
Too dynamic to resist

Open whole heart for you

Cautiously flip every stone so you may view it's front and back

Understand ins and outs

And where surface chips and cracks

Correct me without saying words

Context unnecessary

Highlight favorites
I can catalog your desires in my mental filing cabinet

Your memorable features listed in numerical order in one folder

And when you finally witnessed every nook and cranny
Are done exploring the regions of my body
Brain
Soul
Turn away

Then waltz out of life like a tourist catching the red eye flight home

Three days ago
my brother returned
from Afghanistan...
And during these three days,
when I was going home,
brother was not there
and when brother was becoming,
I was not...
On the third day, I went out
and kept thinking about the military uniform
hanging on the chair,
which has traces of desert,
which has my brother's name...
I got a call from home in the evening...
A familiar voice was heard on the phone.
"Where are you, Irakli?"
I'm tongue-in-cheek,
quickly went home
and all along the way
I had so many questions to ask him.
I imagined a standing ovation
I imagined a picture of our loud meeting,
but when I entered the door, I was frozen
because I met the sleepless and battle eyes...
We stood for three seconds
and after three seconds
we hugged each other
without saying a word...