I wasn't leaving ,it was temporary Darling
We were young and free ,I didn't know you were broken I didn't know you were suffering
I'm sorry I couldn't call you, I'm sorry I said I'll call later but didn't get back to you
I didn't know distance would leave scars that were beyond repair ,I'm sorry you feel replaced

I'm sorry I wasn't there when it was zero foreinheight
I walked for weeks without texting you back
I'm sorry that I was blind ,leaving you for this long
We were young ,we were free ,I'm sorry I left you in the cold for all this time
I'm sorry you felt left behind, I'm sorry I didn't have time just to listen to your voice, your heart was never meant for this

I'm sorry I left you in the dark ,I'm sorry my promises weren't kept until dawn
It was temporary Darling now your heart can't love ,you felt like you were living a lie
I'm not perfect and what I did wasn't genuine
Now you no longer feel at home when you're in my arms
Your heart felt
I'm sorry I never show how I need you all the time

I'm not good when it comes to apologies ,the only person who was wrong was me  
It feels hopeless when you're near me ,the wrong impressions I gave you broke your heart
I'm just glad you're alive
Can we hold each other for a night?
Can I make up all the things I messed up overnight?
Can you tell me how to treat you right ,baby I'm not here to fight
I'm sorry ,

“You’re good”
“Don’t apologize for needing help”
“Don’t worry, I got you and I’ll always protect you”

Is it in me
To fall for you again
After so much pain
That you caused
That I caused

Why this hurt
Why this struggle
So many times
I have to borrow

The Name of Love
Is not a game
To be played
By the weak

Only the strong survive

But you
You make me weak
I cannot hide
From You

for my dad


sorry i couldn't play sports you wanted me to
we both knew that my fate didn't lie in running
or golf,
or soccer.

sorry i couldn't be the perfect sweetheart daughter.
i couldn't pretend to be someone that i wasn't.
dresses,
lipstick,
blush,
flowing hair.
dysphoria.

sorry i couldn't always be happy and smiling.
i knew that you wanted some distraction
from what was happening with mom.
but, it got to me too.

sorry i couldn't be a straight 'A' student.
you knew i was capable of that.
but we knew with my restrictions that i would never earn an 'A' in phy. ed.
"what about uw-madison?" you would say.
and i always replied, "they're just letters."
just letters....yet they robbed me of motivation,
energy,
happiness.

sorry i never said anything you wanted me to say.
maybe that was why you would always hit my face
and never anywhere else.

sorry i didn't have any worthwhile talents.
i knew you hated my art.
you'd come into my room at times to look at it.
and scoff, and call it ****.

sorry i.....


No.


I'm not sorry that I can't be who you want me to be.
I'm not sorry for being who I am.

My infatuation for you, is so much more than an infatuation for you. It’s an apology..
An empathy.
I’m sorry that the pretty girls don’t get crushes on you
But at least I do.
I’m sorry that I’m too shy to hold your hand
But I doubt you’d want me to.
I’m sorry that You don’t like me,
But I’m still here for you
I’m sorry that I’m so clingy,
But my social skills are not on que.
I’m sorry that I dress like this,
I wake up half asleep.
I’m sorry that I cut my hair,
I do it as I weep.
I’m sorry that I fall so hard,
My heart I cannot keep.
And I’m sorry that I’m drowning, love,
I’m sunken in so deep.
I’m sorry that I sing so much,
I know that it’s off key.
And I’m sorry that I love so loud,
For everyone to see.
I’m sorry that you don’t like me,
Or us together we
But the one thing I refuse to say,
Is “I’m sorry I’m me”

I'm sorry.
I don't know for what exactly.
I don't care who's the guilty party.
I just want to say sorry.

Without you,
Life has had no meaning
No direction, no bearing.
I'm lost without you.
Please, I'm begging.
Come back to me.
I'm ready to give anything.

I'm sorry.
Let's start again.
A new beginning.
I don't care what it takes.
I just want to say sorry.

I’m sorry
for bleeding
on you, my sweet,
When you didn’t even cut me.